Tuesday, May 29, 2007 11:17 PM
went to Ahyi's house early in th morning.
supposed to reach at 10am. but i wokeup at 1015. :I
viewed my smses. saw tigger's message(: she has left for sports camp.
tkcare girl! will miss you duh (: yah. jiayouuu.
ooh and sorry twin fr being late. Heh. took 811 and reached there rather early. (:
viewed the photos jasmine gave. chose some of them t develope.
my keyboard's not as good as hers, but her mouse not as good as mine! heee.
or maybe what she said was right? her mouse dint like me. Lol.
dipped mashmallow*{howtospell?!} in nutella! :D hah.
thanks. it was nice! try some. :D
Tagged lydia's blog. in the name of TWINS :D Hee.
yah. OUR DETAIL OIC MUCH SHUAIER THAN YOURS.
played ball with jasmine peimei christina and sharmaine.
the TWINS won! (: yaye. 11-1 and 8-4.
the second match we played until half jiu go home le.
cos' mommy wants me home and twin's tired.
today's wushu.
coach taught me and dahling something new.
hmmmm. i dno what's that also. seemed kinda cool lea! :D
yahhhhhhh. and dahling was grumbling to me abt her school all this.
calligraphy?! Hah. she made a mess and tcher refused to collect hers.
she went mad and painted the papers black. Lol :D smart eh. my genes!
yeah. :D derrick was saying why he was so high just now.
told me some sick things and i think he's bit. urm. siaaao alrdy.
:D takecare botak!
:D ilovemytwin.
Monday, May 28, 2007 10:00 PM
Sunday, May 27, 2007 7:03 PM
很想回到过去, 但那应该不会发生。 到现在,我也无法分辨自己是对是错。
我不理解自己,何况是你?而我只能往前看,因为是我选择这条路,已没有办法回头。
但我想,最终我应该是选择回自己吧。 我走不了爱情这段路,太辛苦太难理解了。
只有选择自己,才不会伤害对方。 我一次又一次的伤害你,心里也很难受。
希望你能原谅我,找到真心爱你的人。记得要开心, 和你的美好回忆,我会记在心里。i know you're hurt. but you kept quiet. i can see this, from your expression.
i look into your eyes. i see myself. my very own reflection.
i know i'm the cause. but i refuse to face this.
i don't know what i'm doing and i'm sorry if my foolish acts have hurt you so much.
sometimes it makes me wonder, how could i ever do this to you, when we were so happily in our you&me world. The fault lies in me, never you. and i blame myself too.
different people had different teenage. i think mine was the most complicated one.
i was destined to meet you this way this time. and hurt you this way which i never wanted and intended to. i imagined you and me, old and still holding hands.
i get so jealous and so sensitive easily. but i never once thought that, i'm doing this too.
and now, everything's so weird and not in place. i'm not getting used to this.
running away seemed like the only solution. but i'm not going to.
even though in the end, i know i'm choosing no one. so that i'ld hurt no one further.
i'ld always remember that once, i loved somebody who treats me right.
but i hurt tht someone once and again. which taught me a lesson which i'm going to learn from it.
ANN'S POST :
To me, love is like having a key in your hand and trying to unlock the right door. You go to this door, thinking that it might just be this one, then struggle to unlock it with your key. However, it just wouldn't happen and while trying to unlock it, you hurt yourself.Most say love will get yourself hurt. It's not the hurt that you have to remember at the end, it's to realise you've to be more sincere or more sensitive towards another person.
thanks ann, it's you who inspired me to writing this post.
to that very important someone, you're going to get someone better than me. i'm pretty sure of that. cos' i'ld always remember you. and those lovely moments.
but i need someone who makes you happy and give you what i cant.
a perfect girl, and not me.
9:30 AM
I'm starting on my cyclethon post here! :D LISTEN UP HUH!
Hee. View twin's blog, all those little details were mentioned! hah.
Lunched with Tigger, Twin, Charlene, Brather, Szexin, Junze, Joyce, Jieying, Lydia, Dekang.Hah. Me and Twin had hokkienMee! yahs. and that was our lastgoodmeal before cyclethon!Prettie was so sweeeet! Was so touched when i received her message. waited for joyceeeeee and ahem before we proceed to the school.)': Bid Farewell to Tigger. Her dad don't allow her to go.whn we reached school, checked our details. Hah. SAME DETAIL AS TWIN! AND JUNZE DAGE! (: Heh.Brather was in same detail as Charlene and Lydia.Szexin was with Dekang and Yuwei and Derrick Yuding.Jieying with Tricia, Joyce w' Yahui. All separated luhs. X:But fortunately me and Twin wasn't separated! FATED.Went to register, AND OUR DETAIL OIC WAS DANIEL. (:He's a shuaige okay! hah. seriousssss lah. :D Met him at the packing already. And coincidentally we same detail as him lo! hee. Malcolm was in same detail also.Got to know some new people, Xinyi from guides and another Daniel from 3/5.and one irritating guy in red. super irritating lahs. HOR TWIN? /:Thn we had dinner and a trial arnd the school. My bike's brake very noisy!Thn played games in school, and detail cheer all this.HEY, 1ST CHEER IS FROM THE TWINS OKAY. CHINESE DANCE! (:haaha. Shuaige was impressed. Thn he keep saying our names as EH CHINESE DANCE DE.Almost every camera got me and twin's photo lea. Hah.thn that shuaige keep saying us loh. Haha.Second one's provided by the ICs. Not bad Not bad. (: Hee.detail 6 & detail 5 WON! YAY. but, never receive the chocolates lea!After that, VIP gave speech. Took group photo, Everyone broke the lightstick, and SETOFF! :D Teckwei was after shuaige, i was after teckwei, twin was behind me, junze was behind twin. Thruout the whole journey, twins were singing songs and cheers lea! hyperactive.Junze : " Wo ai de ni ah Wo ai de ni "Twins : " Ni zai na li ah zai na li ! "Hee. (: me and twin keep YAH. JI. JIA.saw alot of junze's 'friend' along the way. thn me and twin shout : " AYE JUNZE! NI DE PENGYOU LAH! " Hee. We cycled for a very long time this way making alot of noise. actually is entertainment lo. :D hee. thn shuaige say we noisy lah. hee. felt funny talking t ahyi this way.The route was tough lahs. During the up slopes. down slopes very cool& fun ! Hee.Cycled the route to violinlesson lea! upper payarlebar. thn also went past jonathan lim house.thn also went past junze they all volleyball training place.had supper at Bishan park. Thn play sudoku there, actually i dont know how to play lahs.Just sit there watch. hahaaa. thn went to find charlene and lydia and brather.you can see me and kuanyi running around the place lohs. Hahaa. (:And i almost had alot of accidents lea. My first bike the brake very noisy, thn the paddles were spoiled after some time. Hah, then shuaige change bike with me! hahahaa.thn he keep 第二个的, want change bike not. *cos my second bike the chains also got problem.so swey lahs! hahaa. thn twin behind me very worried cos' cycle too fast my bike will wobble here and there de. cos' that irritating guy keep saying we slow mah. thn shuaige cycle very fast.BUTT VERY PAIN OKAY. VERYVERY PAINNNN.thn junze keep doing those stunts. hah. Shuai lah, but not for me to see lah xD haha.one route very dark lo. but keep focus on cycling, never care bout how dark.TO THE LEFT TO THE LEFT! SLOW DOWN! STOP! hahaha.thn reached Pasir Ris park after so many hours. hee. we were so happy!we as in me and twin laah. hahaa. thn very hyper lea.everyone very tired, all lie on the floor. only we run here run there cos' cannot find our detail.went to find our cliques. hee. thn after awhile, we also cannot tahan le. thn we finally sleep.i think we sleep very long bah? thn esmond junze they all tried waking us up.but we pigs lah! :D thn they disturb us, play w' my cheeks. Lol.esmond : wake up liao lah!
kuanyi : five more minutes.
esmond : okay five more minutes wake up okay?
kuanyi : ok
esmond : five more mins wake litong up okay?
kuanyi : ok
esmond : five more mins be junze girlfriend okay?
kuanyi : ok.hahaa :D thn ate breakfast whn everyone finished theirs and went back to sleep.Liangwei keep singing those funny funny songs. make everyone laugh.thn after tht, cannot hyper le. butt very pain thn very tired. tiredtiredtired.cannot see sunrise cos' too many trees le. thn waited for bus.took photo with Liangqin meimei. hahaa. he was there too. *(:wanted take photo with shuiage der, he very kelian need go back sch to attend to sme matters aft cyclethon. but he w' his girlfriend thn we never take photo with him.Haha. BYE SHUAIGE! (: HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON! HEE.and thn very tired. very very tired. on bus, very fast jiu reach yishun le.szexin : " we cycle so long thn now so fast reach yishun le?! "me : " hannor! so fast lea. "now my butt still pain. didn't went to see the girls' match ystd.they played with AI. thn they lost. ): hais.cos' think they tired bahs. and they never do warmup cos' last min change time.nevermind! jiayou nextime! :D:D:Dmeeting tigger afterwards. she's depressed lahs. cos' of the game.dont sad! :D she later go training thn i later meet jasmine peimei zoe.TAKECARE CYCLETHON PEOPLE! :Dokay now conclusion. the trip was indeed tough, hard. but with perseverance, we managed to finish it. imagine me and kuanyi cycling for 45km. Lol. i cant believe it too.
:D but we did! the only two boyish chinesedancers. hahaa. (:
spoiled paddles, chains. were the obstacles to overcome.
i was worried that i would fall. but, i guess i was over worrying.
this cyclethon meant alot! and mr ong was right. we had wonderful memories.
thanks ahyi, thanks shuaige, thanks mr ong and mr orh, hahaa. and the ball girls.
:D and szexin junze brather dekang teckwei esmond and guys.
everyone was great! let's have more wonderful memories together.
9:00 AM
THE PHOTOS FROM CHANG AH YI'S PHONE :D
I LOVE MY TWIN! (:
THE MOUNTAIN BIKES.
CHANG AH YI TWIN!
TAN AH TONG TWIN!
LOVES! THE TWINSSSSSS.
Friday, May 25, 2007 7:18 AM
I think i revived top80 :D heh.
JiaoBean-FAMILY. (:
Yaye :D loves.
i'm recruit oo5 ! (:Spring cleaning today! and Yah. Getting back of reportbooook.
I NEVER LETDOWN YOU ALL OKAY. Hah.
:B improved by 2 rankings maaaaah. not bad liao(:
So. Yah, meet Junze, Szexin and girls for lunch.
Went back school with Junze and Twin cos' brather cos' he haven eat.
But he was dismissed late. So after szexin left, Junze went playing with Kuanyi's phone game.
We wanted see rick they all play with their rifles. thn coincidentally saw tht Boys Brigade Instructor! :D Yaye. thn we chased aft him. dno why.
:D offered our help. thn went to Dnt room to help with cyclethon stuffs.
packing. and there got quite interesting people also. Made me and ahyi laughed like kids.
YEAH. and thn realised brather and junze called me alot of times. (:
Junze came after some time. Joined us in packing. and lightstick all this.
Boys' Brigade sounds fun! Hah. (:
Thursday, May 24, 2007 6:27 AM
i'm not happyyyyy!i told mommy that i got into top80 that day.Cos' Miss Lim told us our rankings. and i'm like Huh! i got 80! :Dand guess what, i've got new clothes lea.now what. Good Mrs Gopala screened our rankings during our assembly and i'm on rank 81. yah. yahyaaaaaaaaaa. I love MRS GOPALA.:D Nice day though.Had sabo-ing session with mommy and guys during assembly,I love basketball and ballfriends! Hah. but no layups please!So xiaswey. Lol[;X0X0,i've no top80. dodo-nobird.I don't like you lah ): But. i want a PureGeog class nextyear!I believe i'm not dumb. :D Lucks!
6:04 AM
This quiz has less than 67 questions.
Choose 7 friends to do this quiz!
Here's what you're supposed to do....and DON'T spoil the fun.
PUT HOW LONG IT TOOK YOU TO DO THIS AS THE SUBJECT.
1. Start Time: o914pm.
2. Name: Tan Li Tong.
3. Nickname: Isabelle.
4. Astrology sign: Leo.
5. Gender: Female.
6. Hair color: Dark Brown? hah.
7. Eye color: erh. darkbrown. Lol :D
8. Height: Taller thn Sandra by abit :D yah. so?
9. Favorite color: Pink Black White
1o. Glasses: No
11. tattoos: No
12. Birthplace: Singapore General Hospital
13. Area code: ._.
14. TRUE friends: Hah. TXS, Tigger, Brather, Twin.
******HAVE YOU EVER*****
15. cut your own hair? : Yah.
16. Done something in the past regret?: Yah.
17. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? : Yah.
18. Skipped school? : No._. i'm Humji okay. Lol.
19. Bungee jumped? : Hah. say lea? :D
2o. Punched someone? : Yah.
21. Cheated on someone? : No.
22. Been arrested? : No.
23. Broken into someones house?: No. sounds interesting, but not for me!
24. Been to a funeral? : Yah.
25. Used a lighter? : Light my candles :D
*****FAVORITE*****
26. Season: Autumn, Winter.
27. Ice cream flavor: Belgian Chocolate!
28. School subject(s): Hah. I DONT LIKE ANY. i think humanities. :D
29. Candy: YEAH! :D hmm. anything.
3o. Breakfast: Hah. i eat anything!
31. Juice: Lime.
32. Book(s): Hmm. Love novels.
33. Movie(s): Stepup.
34. Song(s): Many to mention! okay i love Avril's and Jessica Simpson's
35. Letter(s): Received from ahyi recently? :D and rmbw sweetheart writing t me too.
36. Favorite fast food restaurant : Kfc.
37. Disney Princess: Hah. Belle! :D yesyesyes.
38. TV station: Mtv channel.
39. Name for a son: I DON'T KNOWWWW.
4o. Name for a daughter: I DON'T KNOWW.
******DO YOU PREFER*****
41. Chocolate or Vanilla? : Choco!
42. Alcoholic or not? : Nah. ><
43. Scary movies or comedies? : Comedies! loveeeee.
44. Short or long hair? : Long.
45. Croutons or bacon bits? : ....
******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
46. Mexicans in general: EH. this has never crossed my mind.
47. School: RGSS. what's the point? hah. i'm A YTZEN.
48. Grass: dogs' poo.
49. Cow: Sandra. don't know what moomoo thing.
5o. Canada: FIELD!
51. Mouse: MYSELF :DDDD
52. Hands: Fingers.
******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
53. Watched a movie? : No. sad case, actually i'm interested in shrek. anyone?
54. Talked on the phone?: Yah.
55. Cried? : Yahhhhhh.
56. Choked?: Yah.
57. Drank a glass of water? : Yah. dumb qns.
58. Done Drugs? : No.
59. Read a book or magazine? : Yah. felicia's teenage.
6o. Watched TV? : Yah. Crime scene.
61. Looked in the mirror? : Dumb qns. obviously.
62. Taken a shower? : -.- I'M FEELING COLD.
63. Taken a picture? : Yah...
64. Listened to music? : YEAHHH
65. Kissed someone? : ..... DADDY?
66. Told someone you liked them: Hmm. No.
67. End time: 9:25pm
Now for the Lucky picks:
(1): TIGGER.
(2): TWIN.
(3): JASMINE AW.
(4): HUISZE.
(5): BRATHER.
(6): CHARLENE.
(7): SZEXIN.
Must do! And pass it on to your "lucky picks".
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 2:57 AM
GREAT DAY (:i'm taking up cartooning thing! though i dont think i've any interest in it. ><
2/5 is love.
friends are love.
you play the important role, love (:
i've wushu later on! x: and it'll be a sell-ticket day tmrw. ):
1st picture : i love junze's hair! :D
2nd picture : Carin-Alvin-Jiansiang-Junze!
3rd picture : the couple tree? Hah.
4th picture : Us! :D with cute toiletpartner beside me!
5th and 6th : It's Mom-Daughter! (:
7th picture : Twin sister! <3
8th picture : Look at dekang ._.
9th picture : Dearest Tigger and SweetestTwin (:
10th picture : Jiansiang and kuanyi ! spot. the difference
11th picture : it's jonnyboy! :D:D
Monday, May 21, 2007 7:44 AM
{ When you tell me that you love me :D }I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do
I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth
And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me
I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here
In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger
You love me
When you tell me that you love me
I WANT TO SAY THANKYOU, DEARESTS. (:
2:58 AM
things isn't gonna turn better,till someday you see the whole picture.Is this gonna turn out as one big mistake. Yeayeayea, bitche-d.I'M EXPERIENCING HELL
HERE.HERE.HERE.problems after problems. when is this gonna end?i don't know what's got into you dearsister.
Maybe i just can't get use to your attitude. Or maybe myself.
maybe we're just different in some ways.
but still, i'm still gonna treat you as my very own sister. good sisters still? hah. yeah.
loves. (: No hard feelings yeah. you know what i'm getting at.
lunched with deb.
Stomach crampcrampcramp. ):i'm finally beginning to get this situation here.
I just neeeed time to wakeup. yeah. just wakeup and it won't bother me.
let me have a good sleep first. i need a someone to ride by and goes a lil fairytale.
you dont know what you're doing. cos' you are not able to act as though nothing has happened.
Right now, :D i'm not letting anyone ruin my ohsohyper moood. yeah deb? (:
Rick shaved his hair! Hah. My dad wants a photo with him. so. yah, perhaps someday.
Cyclethon this sat! Hah. so-sooooon. i'm looking forward to it!
Hopefully, we can be in the same detail yeahs.
we actually went to plead Mr Ong to allow us to be tgt. (:
" Please! we join this cos we want bond lea. bond dance and ballers. Lol"
" okay i'll try okay, there's 200 hundred people involving and.... "
we named everyone's name! Hah. Hopefully it's gonna be fun.
HEYHEYHEYYYY.
my mum wants to have a talk with me at yishun park.
wonder what's gonna happen. ): LOVE.
Saturday, May 19, 2007 6:38 PM
played with ahyi in the field while waiting for the girls to finish training.My Twin rocks! :D yeahs. saw that? i'm the striker and she's the keeeeper. it's the lose-lose situation! Hah. well.i wanna thank prettie.twin. and brather for being there for me.:D thanks so much lahs. HAH. yups.spell l.o.v.e
Friday, May 18, 2007 7:37 AM
She went emo this morning.She shoved me away when i wanted to know what happened.She didn't came after when i went off, sad-Yes. She's the one. You're the one.I went Emo and yes. because of you.I cried my bloody eyes out. and yes. because of you.What more can i ask? I believed tht you said your true feelings.But the two different answers tht you gave me, made me really at a lost.I want the truth. Only the truth. Please.I remember me lying on your shoulder at the court.I remember us sitting at the bustop.I remember us taking stupid train-rides to Marina.I remember many things, how could you just give up?But Yes, i still trust you girl.Thanks brather, for being there for me, when tears came along.I know you're good. But i think i'm breaking down. This is not the right time.Is it my turn to attempt suicide sisters? ):I wanted to call TXS, But i didn't.I wanted to call Kuanyi, But i didn't.I wanted to call Debbie, but i didn't.I wanted to call Pretty, and i did.But i didn't speak. I cried. I'm sorry pretty, i didn't know what to say.And for making you worried. I'm alright now i guess. better[;I'm an Emofreak this few days. Better off dead.Where are my hopes. Where are my dreams.Where is my cinderella-storyscene.
Thursday, May 17, 2007 6:56 AM
ahyi tou-pai wo! ): heh.
simply teh love- TWIN!
braces time! i'm putting on retainer for around 2 more appointments.
i'll miss braces ! )):
PLAYY-TIME!
6:28 AM
i didn't post about Dragonboat? i must! heh.Morning! Six-fifteen.walked to joyce's block to meet dekang & ruijing and take train tgt.hahaa. another reason is because she's afraid of the banglas.well, i'm afraid of them too! hee.walkedwalked. meet dekang at Mrt Station.He was late cos' he had cramps. ahem- leg cramps. :DMade our way to Jing's block. It wasn't easy!It was drizzling whn we reached sembawang.walked thru the blocks, just cldn't find his!yeah. th rain got heavier and we were drenched.Brather is so woman-like lahs. He was still changing when we reached!yeahs. th rain was very very very heavy by the time he came down.we were lost! we ran in the rain with the booooomming thunder.Joyce and I were practically screaming and holding each other.My umbrella was useless. the wind was S.T.R.O.N.G !the never-ending route finally ended at the bus-stop outside canberra.we finally knew the way thn. don't laugh. (:it's kinda funny becos' we only took the bus for one stop.and it was cold in there! the bus. aaaair-corn!supposed to reach at 7am. we reached at 715.Security Auntie was saying.. " Sec3s please go to the hall. "" Sec2s lea? go liao ahs."" Sec2s go back class. "HUH. dekang and jing wanted to go up.Not a single soul can be seen okayyyyyyy.called jowin up. and thn, THEY WERE IN THE CANTEEEEEN.Hah. Litong! :D you're clever and not slow for once.we thought we were late!WE WEREN'T. The whole programme started very late.That's why i'm super unhappy. Joyce started folding her cranes.Thn i sit there emo. Lol, no lahs! hee. talk t kang and jing.sad case lea. sandra they all aftnoon group ):Slept in the bus. Very cold journeyyyyyyy.Dragonboat lea?Yaye! Dragon-boat ONE! :Dteck wei sit beside me. heh. he was good!kiancheow sit infrnt of me._. Disturb lea him.people paddle like siao, he play with water.Joyce was beside him. And thn, BEEP! PULL! BEEP! PULL! BEEP! PULL!hahahaa. i like XiaoBao and the shuaige sitting behind.They very cute! and quite young lahs. heh. muscles lea.Mr Jack Tan was in our boat too.Think he took alot of our photos laa! Joyce shout " 不要拍照!"hee. Ruijing and Dekang in DragonBoat 2!No fate lahs. Heh.During the race, Ruijing disturb kiancheow say 'kiancheow 没有毛 lah!'Lunched with Joyce, Teckwei, Ruijing, Dekang, Kiancheow and Alvin.Brather and i were super-hungry! aft his lormee and my laksa. Lol.and th sand inside my pathetic shoe was disturbing.the rest disappeared for no reason. Alvin and joyce dunno g where lahs.thn we bought dessert. yeah, saw some people(:Meet dahlingJosephine! went for haircut.and tadah. you see me. (:THIS WAS MY DRAGON-BOAT DAY!
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 8:26 AM
my youngest meimeis is crying non-non stop.she doesn't want t attend swimming course.my mum wants her to. Because Singapore is an island, simple enough.Stop the cryings! damn. i'm having enough problems.yeahs. watched Planet Earth again! :Dand i realised my friends watched too! heh.now we are concerned about our earth.stop deforestation.stop global warming.stop the burning of forests.practise reduce reuse recycle! :Dthis time, no more polarbears. no more walrus.no more deserts. no more cactus! :Dit's elephants. lions. baboons.the elephant was killed! Oww. so sad ):okay, i'm stopping with wildanimals.Why not a documentary on dogs? hah. i-want i-want!okay, mommy's mad now. sister refuse to sleeeep!fortunately, i know how to swim! hah.i know how to cycle! :D heh. cyclethon arriving (:just talked to becky dearest on msn.shared with her my stuffs.i'm still wondering. i'm still confused.i don't know what to do, but i dont want to let go so soon.Dear Whoever, i need advice here.i've two hands, right and left. i dont want to let go any one.I. AM. LISTENING. TO. HIGH SCHOOL NEVER ENDS(:hoping it'll light up my moooooood.Pull through! i'm sure i'll find an answer.sister stopped crying.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 8:15 AM
must there be a reason.must there be an explanation.i want our bond back, just what you want.i've been thinking so much, just like you do.i'm going emo._.
Saturday, May 12, 2007 7:26 AM