Monday, June 29, 2009 10:18 PM
Sunday, June 21, 2009 3:25 AM
When your heart beats like thunder, hold on.
Lol Hi, my sister's trying to stick the remote control on her tummy. Okay, now my dad's trying to join in the fun. Haha, yeah everything went back on track- thanks to matchmakers. My dad apologised and i was forced to do so too, giggling all the way but can't help it, i did. You can try to imagine that, heartwarming scene but very awkward. Still, the stone in my heart melted, you bet how great it feels so. Seems the ink i used to write the letter t him wasn't wasted. Lol. And better, the door's repaired! A long mirror's added next to the toilet! Woo. Good things come in pairs. {:
It's fathers' day today, and i celebrated it differently this year. Not fr my dad, fr the kids! {: The kids in QZB are rly adorable, i kinda like visiting them now. Sadly they're all accompanied by parents so i cldn't get like rly close t them and give a light pinch on their noses. Haha. We performed fr QZB this month agn, in collaboration fr dad's day and yeah but ive to reach like8plus in the morning thanks t my mum. She was the emcee fr the day, im rly proud of her. It's nice to have her speaking confidently infront of a crowd, i don't think i can do it like she did though i'm willing t give it a try since they're all kids eh. HEH. Anw, she had t prepare herself and settle the kids so we hve t reach early. I brought my chem to do but only did like few MCQs, am v angry w myself /: But still, going up on stage again feels great, be it dancing or handsigns, it feels like i'ld do it fr the rest of my life. (: & Huizhuang did mentioned smth bout gg to dance schl tgt, !!!.... Like ive the calibre. Right, as i was saying, it's nice t celebrate it in a diff way, watching the kids having fun w their parents. That's what QZB is all about, i guess. :B I might consider gg into it after i grad!
We had further long practises in the aftnoon and it's really boring i tell you. Poof, fortunately with 'Os coming up, i'm excused fr like 2 practices tgt w huizhuang. Ah that darling of mine finally turned up! Guess she felt the need to after i sent sos message t her. Heh, well i suppose it cld prob be the last event fr us in tzushao since ive decided that we both gta spend more time on studies too. Youming's going on trainspeed under parents' supervision, i bet Zihui's too, Miss Hong cldn't hve let him off easily. And.. people arnd me all are very self-conscious? Shuhui told me that we've 9weeks till prelim and ive been seeing huisze in and out of the library w her sis. Uh, I don't even know whn's prelim! And ive been hearing people doing all the questions in Amaths text twice or trice alr-Kerrie. (Thanks huh, vincent shift me t catB. Lol.) Idk if im the only one hearing them, but seems like the one up there's hinting me to start to catch up. /: Poor me, i wonder if i'll ever get to the bottom of sciences. I wna be friends w thm!!!!!!!! My physics totally cmi yet ive not touched on it at all and kept doing other stuffs like maths. Litong, you're going to feel guilty when joey comes and you've nth t ask him cos you've done nth &there's nth in your head. (knock knock, it's hollow.)
Great job. I'll spend the last week doing and doing stupid assignments. Seriously, i find it'll be more effective fr me t do my own notes and revision this rare break. Like when will we get another month of our own. /: Schl's going t dismiss us at 4plus everyday again and the routine starts. I can hardly breathe but 'm like ambitious? I want to do as many case studies and type out all the summaries fr humans. Okay fine, knew it'ld be a tough run. Oh hey! I'm not the lousiest fr my violin/ finally i saw dan and another boy. lol. They aren't tht good either, and tcher's equally fierce to thm. Im better among thm! Lalala, but ahem PRACTICE LT, PRACTICE.
Here's some pictures taken on our small meetup.
Happy 17th Lydia erjie! [:
I'm so damn tired today tht i slept in Swensens while having Fday meal.
but since i'm not going t blog anytime soon, i'ld like to wish Zihui and Esmond Happy early Birthday! {:
Saturday, June 13, 2009 3:35 AM
{: HE SAID I PLAYED VERY WELL THIS WEEK-
{: HE SAID TO AIM FOR DISTINCTION-
THIS CALLS FOR CELEBRATION! :D:D
(Nah uh- i'm still carrying my violin to war fr further battles.)
(Okay you might not know but heck that Strings teacher of mine's some kind of perfectionist, he's really hard to please and he's good at making kids cry.-Maybe you still call a 16yearold kid- Okay you get the picture.) I knew it. 10-1, i'm one who makes it thru only w hard work. Tough life counting on dilligence. -GAH- but i accept it with all my heart. /: I'll work harder and i'll continue practising everyday!!!? If that's what is needed to reach it, yeah man Litong'll do it. (One month to Grading-)
PLENTIFUL OF CONCERNS-
"The value of Forgiveness and the transforming power that it offers." - A walk to remember. Seriously, this whole thing is swerving out of control without any sense. Now my mum's unhappy w him, my sisters been using "What's with your temper? You're so Dad-like now." as an excuse for everyone's mood. Being at home's like a time bomb. Even a furtive glance can stir things up. And recounting, i think it's just a silly misunderstanding. If you persists, thn be it. I'm not a dumbwit - Sis, i alrd heard everything it is about how he felt about us, even whn you whisper.
Some photos taken this weekend :
LAST, HAPPY DAYS.
Thursday, June 11, 2009 11:59 PM
Happy Birthday Teng Yinhang!
This Fun loving and chirpy co-partner of mine, you've been such a dear to me.
Together w' Veron, recounting all the ups and downs,
hadn't Dance gone thru much & made it thru tgt? {:
Be it the good and the bad times, yknow, they'll all stay permanently in my heart.
Well and since it's your special day, i shall make an exception & sing you a song here!
Happy birthday t you
Happy birthday t you
Happy birthday to Yinhang-
Happy birthday to you!
I'm sorry that i'll hve t give you a belated present/
Please keep those smiles going and live your life to the fullest. (:
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Someone up thre, do let him be well and fine. /
You'll hve t pick yourself up! Don't break down like this. You've to be in a perfect state before you'll be able t see gran get better herself.
You're the miracle given, she'll be fine. (:
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 3:06 AM
Unveil/ what's hidden and written beneath the surface.Two steps behind before i've begun
Time stops to tell me all i could have done
and I'll say - how long 'til the world will be completed? how many times will history repeat it?
how long 'til the words fall to the pages? how many times 'til all we can say is save us?
How long will it take?
Let's turn arnd, because all nice girls want good endings.
Monday, June 8, 2009 3:53 AM
Things change in a blink of an eye.You can chase and never reach it, when it happens you might not even know it.But weird it is, you know something is changing even in the dark. No resistance can do.Too many things happened, apart from the biggest concern drawing me which i'd rather i keep mum bout it, i think it's too much for me, really too much.Yes you're the boss of the family but no you don't decide what i am getting.Hell, why am i carrying this burden whole day. Why am i so guilt-stricken. Why am i being so paranoid all day.Why do i cry every Saturday? Why i do cry even whn you're scolding someone else not me? Why do i shove you away when you tried to care? Bcos what that idiot said made sense, that whatever im doing i'm letting you down. I've been hearing so much of that that i lose my ego and my self esteem. I breakdown more and more these days that i feel i'm no longer me. I'm hating saturdays but you don't help me. Whatever interest i had in the past, they died off long ago when you leave me in the lurch. You saw me trying didn't you? Then why.I didn't feel like this loser all the time, i didn't like it when you went arnd telling the world ive been a good girl when in fact i think that's all nth but a facet. You don't spend time with us, and im becoming more and more like you. I feel like a bitch now when i think back and i remember mum pleading me t join her fr dinner when sis was away but i rejected. I feel even worse when you plead me t join you fr dinner that day and i complied. That's when no one's at home. And that's how i felt most of the time.You were the best dad and the worse dad. You know how much i miss those times when you're always beside me to give me comfort and advice? But gone were those days, i think they'll never revive. I feel so tired now, even a slight thought of smth can evoke my tears. I wanted to tell someone so much and that someone can never be you, you never had time for me. I called her that day at bowling centre but she didn't pick. I saw him that day at bowling centre but we didn't speak. I wanted so much to talk but i will always close the opening in the end. In the end, i find it's better to keep it in. To find happiness in misery.PS : I'm sorry ying, i'm sorry fr pulling you in everytime we quarrel. Forgive me. You're the best sister one could ever have.
Sunday, June 7, 2009 9:58 PM
The one thing that kept me believing.
I've faith in this.
Friday, June 5, 2009 9:00 PM
Last day of Ecube camp. :D
Mrs Gopala brought the whole sec4 cohort to Safra fr interclass bowling comp!
Our lane was the besssst okay :0]
快乐那一刻，胜过永恒的难过。
I'll always remember this day. What do you call it when both good and bad things clashes? It's better not to know huh. But bowling came in right, I rly like it alot when we're cheering each other on. (: Especially people in my lane, HEH (you guys rock duper!). I shall look forward to it again, the day we receive our results for 'Os. Yes definitely! - Go 4E5.
Till the end, I will be here.
The one thing that kept me believing.
