Burning bridges Baby,

Saturday, June 30, 2007 10:03 PM

1:00 PM

YT FIESTA(:

Meet Twin, Lydia, Tigger, Joyce and Jieying at Mac. The person forget my order thn i wait very long. Not fair, cos he only remember Sandra's. Thn twin say mayb because Sandra same skin-color as him. Hahaha. Thn went to school with them (: We reached school early, still got some time before reporting to class. Hahah, Thn Twin pull my hand, i pull Jieying thn pull everyone to parade square. Haha, thn me and twin very enthu, we keep running arnd. Thn got one photographer at 3rd floor. Thn we look up and take photo, haha. Zilian! :D

Thn after that i have to leave for council. Meet Huisze and th rest, thn gather at Council Room. Yanzhen told us tht no sec2s will be leaving! hee. thn Huisze very high go everywhre to tell all th sec2 councils. Thn aftertht we went everywhre to take photo with ppl. (: Thn we setup th prize presentation thing with Miss Nora. Pearlyn say i look very glum whn i on stage. Hah, sorry ah. Cos' whn my face serious thn look abit fierce. Haha. Did duty in th terrence while waiting for th presentation thing. Actually tht duty is to get people away from th terrence cos is for VIP duh. Miss Kong say I stand so straight nobody dare come in. Haha. Saw Becky, thn she tell me Erjie angry with Jiefu. Haiyo x: Stupid Dajie, laugh at me say i cannot play.

Afterthat, went to look for twin at canteen. Their drink stall alot of people thn i go carpark look for Joyce Sandra and Yahui. Thn they suddenly remember MrYeo going to get dunk thn run to th dunking machine there. Yah, thn when Twin's shift over alrdy, we go play th inflatables! We play together thn we saw our sec4 seniors, Geena and LeiWin joined us. Hahah, very funny. Those Little boys and girls very dangerous. They jump jump jump thn we fallfallfall. I accidentally step onto one boy's feet. Thn he glare at me alot of times while going down th slide. Thn i very scared, haha. I said sorry liao lea. Thn whn he climbing up agn, i tell Twin we better faster go down x: thn we bounce down. Haha.

Got two 3/6 girls in charge of th slide say us, " Haiyo you all sec1 or wht? " Thn we say sec2 okay! Haha. Thn after that we dunno go where play awhile only thn i have to g for shift. Sian, did alone. Cos th boys dno accused for th fire alarm thing thn need see teacher. Thn very hot lea! sit beside tht stupid kiddy train, with Alvin's two balloons arnd my hand and my small towel on my head. My face like so black lea, abit sunburn thn somemore class tee is black colour one. x: Thn very unhappy, look for twin thn we go play agn. Hah, we played inflatables with Prettie and Pamela! :D Had fun. thn Sandra they all join us. Thn i think too many pplr! Got some sec4 guys play until very rough. Thn i roll over, scary sial. Another kiddy inflatable, Yihuan say no need money thn we go in. Psm also inside. haha, thn One girl cry thn one boy lost. Me and Twin brought th boy to PA there thn announce. Hee, We do good deed! thn his father came. My parents and sisters came. Got money from thm thn went to play more. hahah, played Meteorite with Twin, Charlene, Sandra, Szexin, Dekang, Junze, Esmond and Jasmine they all. Prettie dont dare play! Haha. Feel like vomitting aft th ride, Me and Twin like going to faint any moment. Hahah. Afterthat still got money, we went to prettie's stall - DUNKING MACHINE. I dunk twin, Twin dunk me. Haha, and got ourselves wet. Ran arnd without shoes. x:

Hais. I never hear teacher say need to hand in geog. HOW! Zero marks le, but actually i got do lea. ))): Makan-ed at KFC with thm. Sandra stomachache. Went home watch Shen Diao Xia Lu VCD.

Friday, June 29, 2007 7:25 AM

Had English surprise test.
Brather was scolded OUTSIDE my class by Miss Pay. Thn he alot hand gestures. Hahaha, thn after english was maths. MissTham very funny lah, wants us to do jumpingjets in classroom. and we listen to intructions- ( I class discipline ) thn we jump as a class- ( I class spirit ) Thn Mrs gopala said our classroom quite clean! ( I class cleanliness ). And 2/5 is all rounders! Ahha. Miss Lim was at 4/4, she can seeee us jumping arnd. Our class people very cooperative during year master's lesson lea. I can see th difference! Like so. Omg attentive. But i still can't really gather my thoughts cos' not enough sleep. Hah, thn my eyelids not cooperative. But, still i manage to open eyes bigbig (:

Chinese Lesson sucked agn. Hah, First thing she asked is for th written poem thing. I have it! Luckily twin help me ah! hah. Thn keep talking to zarchi thn very bored still, so disturb my bigbrother' at th other block. Hahaa. Must thank Twin for sort of reconciling me and tigger, hah. Now okay alrdy bah. Thn really very glad, thanks twin! :D YUP. They played against northvista for Northzone today. and they won [: Yaaaye. They had training in school aft their match. Twin and i wanted go play at court aft dance duh. But they have training lo. Hahaa, nevermind. training more important. Dance was fun. haha. we wote our own name on one big paper thn pass in one circle. Everyone need write something about you, hee. Quite fun lah. See already quite happy lo. Sharmaine sit beside me, we keep laughlaughlaugh. (: Thanks juniors, seniors and dancemates! Everyone will jiayou duh. I will also jiayou. Thn Miss Peh say our attire not good, discipline also not good. Hais.

thn we went to take a look at th dunk-ing machine. ( TOMORROW IS YT FIESTA!) Hahah, use basketball very easy to hit target! thn th teachers decide to change th ball. Play cheat duh! Haah. Von was there with pamela too, thn we went to look at th Meteorite. Like so small, but Lydia say will turn highhigh one, dunno how high. hahaha, thn went to toilet to tranform myself from dance practice to schoolgirl. Hah, wanted to borrow soccer ball, but thn PE staffroom not open x: Thn me and twin went to field GAO LANGMAN. Hhaha, very langman! we eat oreo till our teeth so dirty. thn we lie down, play and take pictures. hee, thn alot lightnings. Daniel ( cyclethon detail friend! ) ask us go up, haha, but we dont listen. thn Mr Jonathan Tan ask us go up thn we listen. Haa. After we go up, th inflatable thing ready alrdy. haha, alot sec4s there. Including yvonne! (: and nicholas khoo. Me and Twin & some sec4s went up and play lea. My knee drop skin x: hah. But very fun! got photo also. One sec4 ask Yvonne, "YOUR JUNIORS AH? " Nevermind. we very chulu, i know. Thn we saw basketball girls training over le. thn they stand at podium there, haha. thn we run to them. Went home together.

:D SOMEONE wants me write she's a goodie and i'm a baddie here.
I dunno why she want me to lie lah. But nevermind, you know i know can le. hahah.

6:20 AM

Friday- 29o6o7!

Huisze during HMT lesson! (:

Craziness :DD

TWINLOVE(:

SCHOOLSHOE!

yaye! FUN-

The sec4s ! haha.

Changkuanyi o2!

Tigger! :D with yahui&twin's twist.

Thursday- 28o6o7!

Esmond! see. Effect nice hor? (:

My Twin smile until so sweet. (:

Charlene! &Xinyi (:

Hermoine and th twins! :D

Hahaha. Ke Ai der Jieying! :D

Waah. Lydia! :D

Thursday, June 28, 2007 8:08 AM

Super foul-moood in th morning, maid wanted to wake me up and i shove her away. hah, was sooo pissed. but is i ask her wake me up one :/

Had lessons. First period Home-econs. Realised there's this very romantic staircase! Looked out of window thn saw it. oww, i imagined the You jump I jump scene): thn i asked jiaqiu accompany me. Tired to open that water tank dooor, but was locked. No langman for me.
Thn today had dramaa. This time not Mr Terence already.
He's nice lah. Now is Miss Jo, she keeps saying coooool in a very angmoh way. thn asked me what i've learnt in lastyear's drama programme. i said learnt how to project my voice but sbody else say already. thn nothing to say luh :I thn we played games! hahaa. Fun!

Thn had MOTHER TONGUE. Stupid trainee teacher, scolded me for her very first lesson lah. Basket. Cos i did'nt raised my hand whn she asked who didnt bring textbook. I never hear mah! Thn i heard wht she said lo, she said those never bring tmrw copy th textbook poems. sickening. Thn i sit beside zarchi mah. Thn when she noticed..

MISS TRAINEE : (asking zarchi) "why didn't you bring your book?"

Zarchi : This is my booook.

MISS TRAINEE : (Glaring at me) " why didn't YOU bring your book?"

Me : *DiamDiam* x:

MISS TRAINEE : .....(Dunno what th heck she talking._.)

Copy twice for every poem tmrw and let me see.

Me : *smiling to myself*

Siao. Crazy teacher, me and zarchi keep chitchat bout her until she mention me agn...

MISS TRAINEE : Girl without textbook, tell me what th author meant by...

ME : OH. The author feels sad and wish to get back to th past. (:

i'm blacklisted :/

i don't know what happen. everything just went wrong instantly.

you asked lydia why did she ask us along. why do you like suddenly detest us?

and. where's th tigger i knew right from th start? ):

i'm so sad. so, so. sad.

Monday, June 25, 2007 8:28 AM

i'm feeeling so screwwwwwed up now. Like i'm going to curse any moment. I neeeed peace and everyone to g-awaaaay lah. and now i dont care if i get stalk or what lah, f. Those people like fucking nothing to do like that. Made my brather worried for me till he accompanied me home some more. But i dont like lah, very weird and it brought back th past. If they really stalk or what. I walk to nearby policestation can.

Think my hair's doing th tricks, ever since i cut my hair i've been inviting trouble. right? Right! Mom's right. Maybe my sisters dont have my intelligence. But at least they never once let her worry. Why's people saying my twin changed? and Why's mommy saying tht i've changed? Why do you people say we changed whn you all dont tell us what's going on. We even need to turn to some reflection or something. And headache's killing me. I still have wushu tmrw night right after dance. bloooooodyhell. and now don't know why principal suddenly go very hard on dancers regarding attire matter, cos of some bitch lah. Wonderful thing she did. Now kuanyi had to re-alter her skirt. Mine too late alrdy lah, another day thn lengthen lo. Alrdy so long still lengthen. Hais.

Mr Wo's back! But i dont think he regconise me with my doll hair lah. Stupid hair):

I'm getting back my badge tmrw morning. Like, AFTER-SO-LONG.

& for today, we had P. EEEEEEEE.

Mr Paul Low will be taking us alrdy lo. Like Mr Wo came back alrdy but think no chance to teach my class liaos ): Miss Tham's still maths. and now Mr Low PE, siand. Thn Ferd don't know went to pee or something leaving me alone with Mr Low and classmates.

Mr Low : " where's your PE REP?! "

Carinn : " pstpst. eh, he calling you lea. "

Myself : *hesitates* where th hell is ferd.

Mr Low : " Where is your PE REP?! "

Myself : " ah, Here Here."

Took height and weight. speaking of height and WEIGHT):

I've fatten-ed! :/ and only grew by 2 centimetre of height. What is this! No way! I dancer lea. Diet course for me already, i'm not hiding my weight. hah, if you reaaaaallly wanna know. i'll tell you one. Now i know everyone's weight& height! ahaa. cos' i take down one mah. Heh.

Jiaqiu super tall lah! 169cm. Nevermind, i never wanted to be that tall. for some reasons. Alvin and Joyce agaragaar going to same alrdy! heh. i'm not gg to say who's taller nah. (:

And i'm suuuuuuuuper unhappy with my weight. HOW!? How to dance with ~~flabby fats~~ huh. Ahem. Actually not that serious lah, but. this weight is not acceptable!

I should have went to pee like Junze did before take Height&weight. Carinn said he had one kg of urine inside his bladder ._. Like so. hahhhah. And i must cut down on chocolates alrdy. Ystd ate one whole box of toblerone infront of computer. And finished my brownies! hahaaha. Okay, Now no more already. Must control! i still have dance tmrw one. (:

and i think my mood's alright now,

can talk to me already. ahhah, smell my feeeet!

goodbyetoyou,

goodbyetoeverythingthatiknew.

it's not easy to get someone to replace you.

Sunday, June 24, 2007 8:54 AM

People's Msn Personal Messages goes :

'I THINK READIT IS DUMB.WADEVER THEY GIVE READIT FOR?'
'Hu can gif me inspiration for compo-neglect??? '
'shit shit shit shit shit. tomoro sch reopen. i thot tuesday!! stupid teachers. put eh date wrongly'
'OMG!....i only do geo, tamil and math complete...hehe...tmr die!'

and mine goes:
'i'ld elope with that person if he/she completes my hmwrk for me._.'

i'm making my confession hereeeeee. i'm not doing my compo and readit artefacts lah. and i accidentally offline-ed. Mom just scolded me for some stupid things 50 mins ago. damned pisssssed lah, i'm having my towel as scarf around my neck and hair like siaozhabor now chioinging my flowers for algernon :/ i want to do homeworks in parade square also lea. Like very fun lea. i know i'll see some people there one. Like Mr derrick lim lor, comfirm guaiguai sit there one. Ahha, i'm sorry but speaking of homeworks, your face just popped out.

& i'm super jealous of my erjie. Because of her pictures with jiefu on her blog. LOL. I MISSED YOU LAH SISTER! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! WAS AWAY FOR CAMP ON YOUR BIRTHDAY, TRIPLE SORRIES ): & JIEFU WAS SUPER SWEEET LAH.

And ChonMun bigbrother! Happy belated birthday toooooooo~ (O:
hah. Messaged him last night while having my supper cum dinner and lunch. He was touched. Lol. Cos' i slept for the whole afternooon th minute i reached home. No, shld be after smsing my brather and tigger. Thn tuck myself in bed with my phone underneath my pillow. Still, somehow my sister managed to find my phone. LOL. Thn continued smsing him today aftnoooon dunnooo why cos' i was bored. He happily tell me that cross reference neeeed alot of hardwork._. oookay.

2:53 AM

Viewed dahling twin's blog, saw that she said i'ld blog about th camps.
and debbie wants me to blog cos' my blog's dying. hah, alright. So here i am.

MY 6 DAYS 5 NIGHTS CAMP-
Council. Leadership. Dance-

Council Camp- 18th 19th 20th.

Council camp's great. Keller! Thanks Shuhui, Madeline, Vino and Huisze. Not forgetting, Guru, Iskandar, Jonquil and MATTHEW our leader. We've been a wonderful group, though there's some internal conflict. but still, i love Keller! and Student Council. Mr Tay's talk really inspired me and brought up my love for council. Not only this, but council is meant to be a big family, as important as our cca and studies. To lead is an honour, and it takes alot to be a leader. & i'll try my best to lead well. Council is love, I'm proud to be a council. There'll be an election to control th number of councillors. I do hope to stay, though i've committed something that's against th school rule and council rule before. I'ld respect th decision that th teachers made. If i'm not chosen to stay in this big family, i'ld still respect this and continue t do my part with th student body. Go Council! Thanks seniors. for making this camp successful. (:
SURVIVOR COURSE. <3

Leadership Camp- 19th 20th.

Doris, Alcia, Yvonne, Amy, Evelyn and Geena organised this camp for us. Us being th sec3s and 4sec2s. Thanks! i missed th first day of th camp because i had to attend council camp. Though they've step down alrdy, but they really dance well okay! and pretty ladies. yup, th camp turned out well. The amazing race was fun lah, hee. Oh, and my grouping was with jasmine, xinyun, huiyi. we've to report back to dance studio for every station. If cannot find th clue, we must report every 10 minutes. thn entertain them. if can, also must report, to finish a task so as to continue. Twin was in Peimei's group. Initially, we were th slowest, cos' we cannot find our clue! thn instead we found th 3rd clue and 4th clue._. thn at last we managed to find lo. Did alot of tasks, including spell hippopotamus with our body. lol, and frog jumps, jumping jets, star jumps, jasmine's version of chicken dance in four languages, AND : Pole dance. Miss Zhang's fabulous idea. hah, now every dancer say my pole dance v nice, still need to dance for everyone see just to get 5points for my dance camp group. haha. nvm lah, entertain them lo. 5points lea. Back to Leadership Camp, very hungry. thn i've learnt tht WE CANNOT WASTE FOOD! We at night got night hunt. thn all our left overs end up there. yes, i never xiaswey alrdy. hee. i realise my guts improve alot le. yah, and i want to specially thank evon for being my buddy since sec1. she's my very nice senior, dance very well duh okay! & If i'm not wrong, actually she shld be in poly by now duh, but because of some reasons she's still sec4. I'll miss her! and my aim is to dance as well as her. hee, hahah. i will jiayou de okay, dont laugh. hee. And there was a time management and anger management talk. We had to speak well all this. and i think i tried my best to express myself le lo. (: Got what stress blog all this. but i think i wont use this want. cos' later pplr not happy thn anyhow spam all this. Even got unhappiness, i only tell my close ones. cos' i trust them. (:

Dance Camp- 21th 22th 23th.

Alot alot alot of pushups, everytime is either 50 at one go, or 25 at one go. Twins have muscles alrdy okay, hee. we keep comparing lo. but i think mine bigger thn hers liao. hee, cos' she got one line in between one, my one dont have. haha, jkjk. We wash clothes tgt in our special toilet, dont tell you where. hahaa, but we didnt really enjoyed th camp and i decided not to say th reason, let it go bah. I only tell some close friends, and yah. thanks. especially my brather, he gave me advice lo, and tigger also, ask me to rest well all this. thanks! My lovable red group juniors were cute. Namely, Yijun, Huixin, KaiZhen, Eugenie and Pretty sec2 dance-mate Miaochun. Our level dance got champion this year! claphands* and doris said she was happy with our dance. i'm very glad to hear that because this is what i want to hear! hee. and i believe sec2 dancers really improve alot le. but we mut improve more! Miss Zhang says she'll try to get more budget from Mr Tan so that we can have modern dance instructor too! Yaye! (: Hope that'll come true. All dancers will be happy duh, RIGHT? Miss Tan left us alrdy, talent night was her last night in Ytss. i can't tell th reason why. But every dancers cried. i cried till eyes swollen. patrine also cos' she see me cry thn she stand beside me mah. hee. my twin cried awhile only, thn keep ask me not to cry but th lyrics very touching thn cried while singing, especially when we haven sing miss tan jiu cry le. Hais, hope Miss Tan will get well soon. After going thru with us so much and giving us advice and being there for us etc.

MISS TAN! ): WE LOVE YOU, WE WILL MISS YOU! )': DO TAKE CARE! :[

Talent night, haha. my group wasn't very prepared. cos' we added some things infront. But i believe everyone did their best. my group was th most enthu one lo! hee. no offence to other groups but my group was very enthu also lah. yah, thn we scream cheers also very got team spirit. Just that, seniors say i neglected them as a group leader cos' i always stick with twin. I never deny this but i just want to say that, even if me and twin always tgt, we never fail to lead th dancers and bring up th atmosphere. this is what i can say lo. i dont want t add more. i'll take everything as a learning experience. Because leaders know they dont know everything. this is leadership camp notes inside got write de. but dont say leaders everyone also dont know everything mah. yup, nobody is perfect lo. THANKS PRETTIE! for the green colour doll.

Firstly, i'm going to say thanks to Twin(:
Thanks for standing by me, and i believed our bond grew during th long camp. we did alot of things together, including sleeping, washing clothes, night trial etc. Thinking back last year's camp, many things changed. Though there're some unhappiness, but we made it thru. we can de! dancers can de! :D yup. thanks for everything twin! twins equals to love. Even if other people wants to break us up, i know you'll be here. you know i will too.

Brather(:
Hahaha, xiexieni also! i know you going crazy without smsing me. ahla, dont cry lo. lol, dont bhb think i miss you lah. hee, but okay la, everytime see you in sch de. yah. jiayou for th performance on yt fiesta. hee, and thanks for listening to my complains all this. i know i very noisy lah, but know you will listen one. yah. thank you lor! :D

Tigger(:
Thanks for smsing me on th day i go camp! hee. and when i come back also got sms me. hee, saw you during your training, farfar also can see number 12 on your jersey. hee. and number 13 also, hahahaha. be good girl ah! missed!

Mum says tzuchi poster got my face! omg. so paiseh. my sisters is on th international tzuchi magazine cover page, mine on poster. hais. Hmmm. leg pain hand pain stomach pain. bye!

Sunday, June 17, 2007 7:41 AM

Went to tzuchi early in th morning for shouyu performance. hah(: Had morning blues lah, refused t eat my breakfast. Vivian said late got forfeit lah, thn make me chiong there. hah, thn in th end she late luhs. 'traffic traffic!' this' what she said lah. (: hmmm. thn we practiced and tied our hair there. bloooooooody hell, damned pissed lor. one sigu(dont want to mention her name) go complain to my mum that th day before i wore skirts for rehearsals. got fault meh! biang eh. she neer say cannot rights. thn today scold my mum say why she tie hair for my sisters never tie for me. i china looking meh! :/ i so old alrdy tie those kidish hair, no brains hah. Suan le, spoiled mydinner. paid for dad's dinner lah, swensens somemore. anyway, had lotsa fun with my shouyu babes! hah. thanks, huizhuang, anling, huici, sherren, cynthia, vivian huh!

camp tmrw! will back back on th 23th. takecare people! :]

Saturday, June 16, 2007 9:58 AM

Went for handsign rehearsals at tiongbahru(: Meet tigger to get my PE, thn went off w' mom & sisters. Mom and sisters g meet aunts and cousins, i can't go :/

reached quite early, had bread for lunch. hah, recently have been skipping meals, thn turn out stomachache luh. and saw mianbaozhaoren at breadtalk, took photo for twin to see :D thn waited for everyone to reach thn made our way to Sigu's condo, th multipurposehall. yup, usual place lah, thn we practiced and yup, it turned out fine, tmr perform at old folks luh, hah. 83o am need reach pasir ris! and, it's 1:o4 currently. lunched with thm at kfc, actually not lunch lah. it was already 4 by thn. afterwards took neoprints too. hah, dont have small change, sorry Anling! pay you tmrw. (: they're fun people. hah, but i was bit quiet. cos' i also dunno why. hah. nevermind! i'll return to my oldself. afterwards went to buy smallgift for ahwei jiejies, my cousin! :D but i always regard her as real sister duh. cos' we grew up tgt, but she's alrdy 20+ now? hah. and have boyfriend luh! long story lah, but th thing you shld know is, i live in bedok and yishun during my young days. my aunt took care of me whn my parents went to work, so i'm very close with them. and yah, tht aunt treats me very well, my mama. hah, i call my own mom, mommy one. nevermind, back t it, jiejies and boyfriend, jonathan went to fetch me at bedok mrt thn we went to geylang restaurant to celebrate with other cousins. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHWEI SISTER!(:

Friday, June 15, 2007 10:42 PM

hahahaa. dot-dot-dots!

sportslink take duh. 120bucks. 75cents. Lol.

Escalator also want take photo ahh [;

:D twin-siao(: o2-o1.

meeeet twin in chongpang with her sister and jasmine peimei. hah, th night before i did history lea! till very late ): until midnight 2plus.

thn yah, woke up at 7am cos i ask mum wake me up, alarm clock spoil. saw th time still early, changed and slept on sofa till 815 :/ thn mabokmabok went out take bus. reached chongpang, thn one cd shop played th Goong's song, stopped to listen. oww, so touching song. hah. after makan, take 859 to school. but halfway jasmine forget bring smth, thn we alight. hah, me and twin lazy walk up th overhead bridge, so we sit there wait for thm. we sing zhu ti qu! thn one guy keep looking at us. after that they come thn we take bus agn :D thn reached sch. waited for manting to get the keys, thn quite long so twin and i went down find her see if she need our help, cos already scolded so many times, think give indupo see us also shld be alright bah. hah, but thn not long after she got the keys. thn we go up with her lo :D saw Evelyn Weiru Jessie and Prettie at dnt room, they have dnt camp ): kelian, i wont take dnt one. always see deb they all need stay back till v long. though i like sec1 souldering thing. hah :D

sorry ahs! if twins laugh v loud. sorry, nextime we wont make a sound okay? :D went to buy identity with jasmine, peimei, kuanwai and twin. We went t AMK hub. before tht they had dinner at kfc, me and twin not hungry so we went up to walkwalk :D reached home at arnd 10, thn watched Ge Shi Zhui Xiong before bathing, hah. saw one tigger very cute! (:

Pooooh and Eyore wear braces :D
Piglet and Tigger play basketball :D
guess who we are? (:

XOXO- love, keeps us tgt.