Burning bridges Baby,

Saturday, September 26, 2009 3:46 AM

Na na na na na I used to be lovedrunk drunk drunk drunk. ~
Hello, i've got TU-EE-TION at 7pm and i'm abandoned at home again. /:
I know i shldn't be here but i'm getting just a litttttle bored, so, can't help it i shall blog fr the last few times and get down t serious Mugging. (FB says i'm high mugger. *Beams*) Urm, I'm watching music videos to satisfy myself a little while before getting back to whtever i shld be doing.

Here's it. I was watching Beyonce's Single Ladies and Taylor Swift's You belong with me. (And checking our SelenaGomez. Demi's so pweety!) Both awardwinners and they're equally good! Despite the irony about wht happened -- the VMA, i think they're just Awesome in their very own ways. :D

Beyonce's Single Ladies. :

Joe Jonas's Single Ladies :

Man, it drove me laughing like a child seeing the clown fr the first time. Fr a moment i thought he was Mr Bean. Good one there, Joey. HAHA.

It's over.

Right after prelims, i knew i'd underperformed and i'm rly not looking forward to any return of the papers. I don't like it when the truth slaps me hard telling me how i fare and what more i need to do. Over and over again, it comes down to this. 10times more pulling up my socks, will i remain stagnant like what Mr Woo addressed us? ): Even though i know i passed both Maths now, but Mr Woo said he's not rly happy w my results. That's when i know i'll not be happy either. Not just math, i'm sure. Poof, I'm a failure. Vincent might not know it but he just made me feel worse when he told me his other two students aced their prelims. 6As.

I'm sorry if i've made it too clear for you. Either ways, it's going to be this case too. That's why i don't want to drag on, fr i'ld always hurt the people who loves me. Too many times, too little options and too late. It can only be Friends, let's leave things there.

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YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING.

Monday, September 21, 2009 3:23 AM

I finally finished my book --Vanishing Acts! :-D (And it's 8days late fr return. Damn.)
Here are some interesting quotes that came upon and felt, hmm.. Yes.

Memories aren't stored in the heart or the head or even the soul,
if you ask me, but in the spaces between any given two people.

Memories are like a still life painted by ten different student artists:
Some will be blue-based; others red; some will be as stark as Picasso and others as rich as Rembrandt; some will be foreshortenened and others distant. Recollections are in the eye of the beholder; no one held up side by side will ever quite match.

As i read, absorbing everything that Andrew had said, i ponder what it's like fr my dad and I. Instead of stepping each other's foot like that, i wonder if there'll ever be an episode where we both take a step back and look into each other's faces and features in detail. How time took his youth away, how much i've grown under the care of his and how we both wasted too much precious moments on bickering and lifting our ego. Till now, it's still the same?

Sometimes there aren't words, because the truth can be more difficult than lies.

Friday, September 18, 2009 4:39 AM

Monday, September 14, 2009 2:38 AM

I just took a quiz in facebook!
And i came upon this application where it says there are words which God wants to convey to me. :D

On this day of your life, Isabelle, we believe God wants you to know... That it's Ok.

"Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And... It's... Just... OK. "

Thursday, September 10, 2009 3:10 AM

You cannot hate someone until you know what it might be like to love them. -

I love my sister/
That's why i want to shape her into a better person. But it'll eventually screw up and restart all over. It's true, and exasperation don't come easy. It's the result of multiple tryings and then letdown.

All the unjust you said, i was there before.
You heard me hurling accusations right before you.
All the unhappiness you mentioned, i've seen them before.
& I stood up and reprimanded our younger one fr you.
I'm trying to help, but the closer i edge towards you, the further you step back.
Then tell me, what should i do?

Man. I need a handbook to deal with this.
Anyone, times bookstore?

This holiday came right in time to correct my mistakes and views.
I've been studying (More hardworking than usual? :b) but at the same time i know i'm alrdy too tempted by the HK series and FTLY that i'ld run home and reach the doorstep by 9pm sharp. From then on, my eyes wld be locked on the screen. (Two plasma teevee side by side!) I'm afraid if this goes on, all the previous effort to brace myself against television will go down to drain. Hell, i shld rly get this worked out.

But Life's getting more interesting,
I'm happier these days at home with the company of my family at night and BFF mugging tgt in the aftnoon :-)

Here's smth to share :

Continue even when it is hard to go on.
Release even when it is hard to let go.
Endure even when it is hard to bear.
This is how we build our character.

Sorries do make a difference.
The exact existence of a remedy like it is what contributes to the present low crime rate. And this proves GJP wrong. (:

I love Jodi Picoult.
Ciao! (xoxoxoxoxo)

Saturday, September 5, 2009 3:12 AM