Life is made up of a million of moments,
but we live only one of these moments at a time
As we begin to change this moment,
we begin to change our lives
Due to time constraint....
Because when there's a will, there's a way.
FunFunFun! lol. Although in the end we came in last cos our money was the least but we earned 800plus. Hahaha. There are Angels and Devils wandering around, sigu(s) disguised as needy people to test our kindness and gamblers gambling to test our selfcontrol. We earned alot in the 慈济's history station! Heheheh. They tested us 静思语 but weren't strangers to me cause my dad's been using them to teach us moral values. Rongjun and Huici also v pro! Some examples :
We met 3 devils in total._. so you know where most of our money went. Ha. After that we bathed/ate and proceeded to 《亲心唤我心》 when we watched a 慈济movie ：《天堂的妈妈》. Very very touching, everyone teared. ): It shows a mum who got breast cancer and the pain she went through and how she stood strong to teach her children how to face death and how to lead on life without her. She taught them to cook and wrote notes to them before she went for treatments. Even at the brink of death, she went to help out with recycling. Her youngest son narrates the movie. It's so real that we know it could hve just happened to anyone of us. When the movie ended and lights were turned on again, sigu told us to cherish everything and our kinship. Everyone then received a letter wrote by their own parents. The moment i saw mine, i broke into tears again. ): They gave us another letter to reply them and everyone wrote in silence. I think it's really very well-planned huh. Lol. (:
Next was 星夜呢喃+知心相契. Everyone moved to the roadway and there were chairs, tables and candles arranged for every group. Very romantic! The streetlights rly shined like they were stars. (: We had desserts and sandwich there while everyone reflect on the day. So sweet right. 圆圆 hugged his mommy, that's when we realised his mummy was the one who helped kaiyun tie plaits! Sigu's daughter came to hug her also.
Day Two-
Loud Music were played and everyone woke up. Si ying helped me with the sleeping bag cos it's damn fat. Lol. We went to change and i got the same 慈青姐姐 to tie plaits for me :D After that we did morning exercise. Haha, this time it's hotshot's superman song. Wee-U-Weet! Then we learnt the dance of 第一道曙光. I like! Heh. Breakfast was alright and i sat next to huici. Huici and Si En reminds me so much of the crazy times with huizhuang during handsigns. ): Went to look for Si ying and Kaiyun and got to know someone called Weibin. We played a little prank on him ;P Hee. (He's going Taiwan too!) Was kinda tired that morning after all the prayings and 人间菩提. Finally we had afternoon snack and i thought sigu was holding milo so i asked for some of it but it turned out to be coffee! Mygod. Shared with Huici and Kaiyun and i think it works cause for the rest of the day we were very high. Haha. Saw Kailiang coming in his home clothes + dyed hair and was kind of surprised to see him cos he usually don't come for lessons. After breakcamp he sms to say he brought his friend to see me-.- Like i believe huh! Haha.
Next was carrying 3kg of rice in front to experience how tough it is to hve a baby and understand the inconvenience our mothers went thru. Kaiyun and I went first for the game. We need to walk with one of our legs tied together, blow 5 balloons, skip 10times together with one rope, take off our socks without using our hands, lift a bucket for 5seconds, do the limbo and do 15 situps, WITH OUR 'BABY'. You bet it's not easy! Especially the lifting up bucket and situps. -.- After that was doing housework with our baby. So damn tired! ): We slacked and got snapped by the cameraman. Zzz. After that was 《静思语闯关》, we had to compete with 和心group and at first it's not very pleasant. Nevertheless, Our teamwork is awesome! We came in 2nd. (:
(Half of them left) 善解♡ !
After receiving souvenir, we chased after sigu for our phone and took photos. :D Thn i went for the Taiwan briefing. So many rules and 2weeks of vegetarian! Woah, What a challenge. Lol. Hope it'll be fun. (: I'm leaving on this Sunday 23rd. Saw Youming and a little boy stacking cards in the dark. Gave me a shock, haha. I'll take care, thanks! :D
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, me.
I remember when i was very young, i'm closer to my maid(Nanni) thn i am to my parents. She influenced me alot, well i don't know whether it's in a good way or not, but looking back those days are crazy! She's smart, but sometimes in an inappropriate way. Haha. She listened to Westlife's songs almost everyday & danced while doing housework. Days passed and i grew to love english songs. Which reminds me, i've a Malay-American mixblood friend in my class and we kept singing in class! lol. After that, my maid's into cosmetics and so did i. Little did i know, those cosmetics are cheap goods and now my lips has permanently-different colour from my sisters'. Well, unless i bit them off which i tried but it's damn painful. Oh, i rmbred i had a crush on an upper primary guy tht time. I was only primary3 i think. Yah, it may sound as crazy as it is but young girls have fantasies. Lol. Anyway, she brought me to his block and shouted his name up the builiding. You can imagine it. ;x
She left after 4years and it became very hard for me to adapt life without her. Heard that she saw an angmoh on her flight back home, they hit off and got married. That's her. Haha. I think this story is dragging. Chopchop. After her departure, my cousin came to stay at our house for some time and he's into chinese music. So i switched again. That's practically about it.
Oh! you know what, i had a bad dream last night. ): I dreamt that i was pregnant! I could feel the bump in my stomach and the touch is so real that even whn i wakeup i could still rmbr it. Lucky i didn't dreamt of the process of labour. Phew. And guess what, i dreamt that i wanted to abort it but rmbred mom saying there'll be retribution cos' that's equivalent to killing a life. In the end i broke down crying cos i knew that by the time Dance's going for syf i wouldn't be able to dance with that big stomach. :x I even dreamt that the 9pm show's character (Buqun) slept infront of me -.- Forgot his name but i know he's Yeelian's idol. lol.
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I went for violin lesson and cried on the way home thinking i'm rly useless. He says that at this rate of improvement, i'll not make it for the next grade. I don't get why but he never fail to make me cry whenever he said hurtful things like that, of course there's more but i don't want to think bout it already. Sometimes i rly feel like giving up violin. I even threw my scores and books on the floor in one of the quarrels with my dad. But i guess i'll never have the choice to give up on it. My dad really hopes that i'll become some famous violinist in the future. He also says that it'll be very hard to find jobs for my generation and violin can be a way out. He'd spent 200bucks per month for 3 years just for my vioin fees alone and how could i let him down?
My teacher says that i should only focus on studies and violin now, but i simply can't walk the life that he wants me too. It's my life that i'm leading, i've other commitments as well. I'ld rather i fall and get up myself thn i've nvr fall and never tasted the tears of failure. La femme desperado's last episode's was on Fri. It's a very nice hongkong drama. (: I think i've really learnt alot from that show. What scares me is the reality of the modern society. The many faces of people and the schemes+betrayal. Dad says it's very common and i've to learn to not trust people that easily. That, i guess i know well enough already. Anyway, i think Xiao Qi's cute! ;D
Watched Teevee/VCD(s) for the whole afternoon till midnight. Lol. Mr bean's holiday sucks -.- I not stupid2 is very nice! Soo touching. There's one scene when my sister and i reacted the same way. It's really funny. Haha. And also hotshot, the vcd is lagging behind where we stopped! So, sister and i went online to find. In the end we watched ep13 and ep15. Ep16's not out and I can't find ep14 ): Anybody knows? We also watched 200pounds beauty. Hanjun looks like Xiaoqi! ;D I've got his wallpaper now. Heheheh. [:
Last of all, I've got a sister-sitting errand till tuesday. I guess taking care of them is not that bad, i stroke my sister t bed last night :D Bad thing is, Granny's been coming to visit us everyday and we are so unable to communicate with her because she speaks dialect and due to this, it left her bored and we can't go crazy at home with her supervision! ): But the best thing is, I get paid! Ciao! (:
I'm sorry to make the rest of my relatives wait. I guess i apologised till my face went crimson and Ahma actually thought we were late because i took a long time applying makeup. God, i didn't even have the time to comb my hair! Gah, i blushed. Yknow something? I've a cousin my age, i used to not notice him because errrr don't ask me. ;D But he changed alot when i saw him again that gathering! He is Tall now, tanned and kind of good looking. Kind of only la uh. Haha, so i found out that he joined the basketball team. All cleared. Lol. And also this sec one cousin of mine! He used to be quite plump but look how much he had grown! I'm sure he flirts alot now. Haha. Oh yes, his brother! I rmbr i went out once with them and he was so fun loving! We often tease each other. (: That day i covered his eyes from the back and he already knew i'm behind it. Heh.
Last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMALIA MEIMEI! :D
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YiTing (:
Nothing matters more than kinship-
Ahma! Happybirthday oh. ;D
This is Family. (:
YiMin. (:
Cousins. (:
Ahwei Jiejie. :D
Mama. (:
Huihui jiejie's in Uni alrdy! Can't believe it.
She's really very cute! :D