Burning bridges Baby,

Saturday, September 29, 2007 10:27 PM

SAT-A-DAY

YES, I SAT IN THE LIBRARY THE WHOLE DAY.

ps: this post gonna be quite crappy.

*scream* COCKROACH FLEW BY ME! and my maid didnt manage to catch it! damn you cockroach /: i'm itching all over now and i've to write this post while waiting for the cockroach to strike and make me shriek. :X I wish deb was here, then i wont have to scream alone. Lol.

I studied from 11++ in the morning till 8++ at night.

and i saw that guy in the library again, then told Lydia thn she disturb me, Lol(: it was a very draggy day but i studied alot, think i'll go again tmrw, yeah i also find myself abit zibi these days, but nevermind. and Junhao, i'll try to smile more okay, i'm sorry for looking fierce when i don't smile, i can't help it you know. Hahaha, okay the cockroach comes along again..... now it's gone.

Aunt called in! oooh, she's so adorable, i love her! (:

back to what i'm saying just now, I saw debbie, geena and friends too!

and it's like finally i saw Deb today at the library! pretty lady with her gorgeous bag. brrrw, yay, we'll go out after th ass exams okay? promise you'll do well and tune in to 987 more frequently for my dedications! hahaha, deb is love (:

i'm nt forgetting TXS too, :D

Friday, September 28, 2007 5:01 PM

FRY-DAY

Today's my HCL paper! and i'm so glad that ladyluck was with me :-DD

The Composition question that came out was the similar to one of the model composition i read the previous night! but i didnt write the question number correctly! i'm so blur that i didn't know it was numbered after the situational! Sigh. It's okay! I didn't went out of point, i'm sure Mdm Ho knows. Hmm, well at least i hope so. Thanks ferd for the dict! And bigbrother too, i'm sorry if you made your way to my level or anything. Hah, though it sounds abit ridiculous but anyway if you really did so, i'm really grateful :D And don't you curse me huh, i'm not staying in sec2 nextyear :XX the slightest possibility might be when they come up with a new thing saying 'you must pass maths to go sec3'. Aha, and speaking of that, I flunk my Maths topicial test once more, i'm so hopeless, i'm sorry for letting you all down, no such luck.

I was struggling with chinese words last night with my portable green radio infront of me. Hahaha, 987! i sent a dedication but it wasn't read out, that's so upsetting! Lol, nevermind but anyway it was dedicated to prettie, twin, mao and vip :D I found another person who loves radio broadcast now, tadah! Ho Hui Sze. Lol, maybe we'll be the ones hosting in future, that'll be so cool :*P

ManyLoves to Xinyi and Shuhui. Namely, YATI AND MARIA :DD

Thursday, September 27, 2007 5:50 PM

It's amazing when two strangers became the best of friends,

but it's sad when the best of friends became two strangers.

i really miss the times with you, wht's wrong with us? ]]:

Hah. And all of a sudden, i remembered Yati's "Never bully a bully until a bully bullies you."

Interesting heh? :-DD & i wanna thank Derrick, BigBrother, Sys and Prettie for smsing me luck! Hope i won't be a letdown. EL papers were better compared to th one Miss Pay set th previous term. Sadly, I guess i failed my dear compo! *bitter-smile* What i've written has nothing to do with independence. Maybe abit, but my english was ABC. Check this out!

"Today's my birthday and i've to stay at home!"

"Nevermind, everything's got a start, i shall start being independent."

I was left with 10 mins and i'm only halfway through th entire story, and my english came out so random and seriously not nice. I never check my grammar /: But i put in alot of effort in situational, hope it'll help! Lunched with charlene and went home with buddaye. Erjie takecare of yourself! ):

Tuesday, September 25, 2007 1:00 PM

Just that minute, i'm in love with th mooon (:

And she loves the mooon too! [:

Hello moon, my finger's here to accompany you.

We love Full Mooon!

OH DARLING! :D

They're not interested in th moon D:

Superwoman says she love pokemon cards : DD

And, Yaye!

Time to go home! =D

We Wushu! [[:

Thanks Esmond and Kiancheow! I'm so touched. (:

L! stands for LiTong!

Finally, i'm in love with myself. <3

12:00 PM

Mid Autumn Festival was Wonder-ful, (:

Happily witnessed the moon shining, outwitting th dark clouds. It's really weird and i felt that perhaps somehow, chemistry formed when i thought we were looking at the same moon at different location. Good thing the earth has only One Moon :D

And yes! i was with darl-yeo, my sister, as well as other wushu friends! Heh, josephine and i asked coach for games, lol. We gave him puppylooks and then he agreed. Hah, that's the way girls work you see. I was cheering and laughing in my own world, totally oblivious to how the kids looked at me. *laughs. i really miss childhood after all tht fun during wushu.

Look back and think now, everything was worth it. Maybe tp's right, quarrels make the bond stronger. There don't seem to be anything wrong btwn me and coach alr, he said he threw many swimming boards to save me up, and i catch no balls. Lol, :D Took group photo but the photo was kind blurry and many were absent. Kind soul uncle who helped Me to take the photo said my camera's kinda big and everyone laughed. Funny thing, I still don't understand; Hahaha.

Joined VIP and friends at the 325 ballcourt aft wushu,
and i was wearing my stinky wushu uniform, Nevermind! :*D Hahaha.
By the time i reached there, the lights were turned off alr, and i didn't get to play much with them D-: But it's okay! I was still happy because Esmond and Kiancheow lit up some candles in my name. Heh, i always see that on TV, you know couple lovebird thing. I could have done it myself but sadly, i dont know how to operate a lighter and i know i sound desperate, haha. Vip, takecare of your leg your hand!

Sunday, September 23, 2007 1:15 AM

i did maths, but no improvement! ):

Junze and Alvin's tarts!

Ferdinand group with Idris's butt!

yuting and my tarts! :DD

adorable dogs just outside our school [[:

esmond loves this pose. [[x

. charlene lydia litong <3

omg! we're taller than esmond! [[:

what's so nice to look about? [[=

pretty !charlene and !esmond [[:

yaye(:

Trios! [[:

woah. charlene's so tall!

eh? (:

mom asks when will i wear this suit? (:

huizhuang shy-.-

huici looking black! [x

the laundry factory!

eunice and small miaoyi! [[:

purple-piggy says i've to blog cos' i can't resist the tempatations. (:

okay thn! i shall do so otherwise nobody will patronise my blog alr,*sobs* hahaha :D anyway, i went to tzuchi today. it was an outing for everyone so we went to one sigu's laundry factory. not really interested in laundry but if i own th factory, hmm i'll go paris to honeymoon for a month! lol :D singsangsung with eunice jies! fun playing th game with huizhuang as well! huici kept poking and disturbing me. grww :D but she's just so adorable. i'll miss you girls alot! meet up soon darling! or at least, after the damned streaming. )))): went to zihui's house ystd with the rest. i can't study much with them! we did scrabbles. dead. there goes my maths and my contract with Miss Hong._.

and now i'm really confused.

i dont want you to get the wrong idea, i dont mean it that way, i'm so sorry.

Monday, September 17, 2007 10:53 PM

This crazy life is kicking my ass out of th atmosphere. -.-

Can't i just get over this secondary sch thing and get on with life? /:

I lunched with debbie! that crazy funloving sister, and we talked alot. (:
dang. there's no geog test today! i mugged like hell the previous night and studied on bus journey! nvermind, at least i know i'm prepared now. I need more time! i need to practice mathematics! i've a topical test this weds. Yes, i know i can! i just need to look at th bigger picture and need to visualise. oh, and consume more DHA capsules-.- i still think it helps. (:
time, is precious. the first time i gets this thing into my head and get this right._. right, so solution is i shall stop blogging for the time being.

and i've got feedback from Haziq and Shiwei buddy that i'm a super emo girl during sec1 days! god. i didn't know i was such an impression. Nevertheless, i guess emo shaped me. like it anot, i just go emo anytime or like what buddy says, joined teletubbies in lalaland.

Had a row with dad last night and i cried my eyes out. /:
he said sorry, but i couldn't make myself to accept that apology. What's the point of saying sorry everytime and not understanding me. ): i was studying geog and all of a sudden he scolds me for something i never did. of course i retaliate and explained and he gets violent. what's the point you tell me? ):

last post and some special mentions.
thanks some lovely darlings for listening and giving advice. (:
and someone, i know you care alot for my results and my emo thing tht acts up time and again, i dont want to pour everything t you, i want dont want to depend on others too much. yet, thanks! i shall prove to you, i can. be prepared t get impressed! Lol. wishful thinking-.-

Friday, September 14, 2007 11:51 AM

HEYLO!

one : thanks yuting, erwin for th hols studying!

two : thanks ZIHUI, teckwei, SYS, jianhui for coaching!

three : thanks purple-piglet for being there for me all these while[[:

four : thanks MAOx2-Sister and Charlene! for helping t resolve things.

five : I hope everything gets well and better(:

Many things happened and i'm starting to wonder whether i've a ~~friendship curse~~ or something. Haha, charlene says no but i do feel so somehow. Primary school days are so missed, i've never been so upset there with josephine. ): but i guess i've figured out the reasons why i'm always bumping into bad happenings. Mum says i'ld always rely on ONE person, depend on that very ONE and get very lost when one fine day, ONE wasn't by my side. 越在乎的东西，你越会失去它。 I believe that's the problem with me and i'm working on it now :D

微笑 Pasta says : 只要笑一笑，没什么事情过不了！

11:00 AM

Junze and his funny expression._. Carinn's depressed. hees!

Alvin says " Actually..." Joyce scratch head? (: hees.

dear piglet! xiexieni all this while le! [[:

Junze looking into th camera. Hahahas!

Erwin! Zhuren :D and Laoshi!

Yuting! "eh, serious serious!"

Toblerone while studying! (:

SISTERS! [[[:

feets! :P

Hen hao xiao? hahahas.

Thanks alot! (:

Monday, September 10, 2007 4:18 PM

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你
苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

------- The End.

Saturday, September 8, 2007 4:33 PM

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for :
hah, things will be different next year. i'll be more.. mature? (:

1. The person who tagged you is: Debbie and Catherine!
2. Your relationship with her is: Debbie's my Sister and Catherine's my Friend! [[:
3. Your 5 impressions of her: Deb's crazy, pretty, maths-hater, very caring, friendly!
: Cat's friendly, cute, very nice, erm. love fahreheit! sweet.
4. The most memorable thing she has done for you: deb! never fail to send me an sms when i'm super down. cat! always tagging me and cheering me up!
5. The most memorable words she has said to you: i can't remember, aha :D
6. If she becomes your lover, you will?: if's debbie's a male, well.. yes? (: Lol.
7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on?: err, spending more time w me!
8. If she becomes your enemy, you will: that'll Never Happen.
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is: don't love me anymore!
10. The most desired thing you would like to do for her now is?: mark their o' and n' level papers and give them full marks. (:
11. Your overall impression of her: great sister! good friend!
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you: siao. Lol :D
13. The character you love about yourself is: Hmm. lucky-go-happy? (:
14. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself: super stm and think-too-much lo!
15. The most ideal person I would like to be: aha, i dont wanna exist.
16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them: ooh, do continue! so touched(:

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Emalia
2. Lydia
3. Yuting
4. Yuding
5. Kuanyi
6. Szexin
7. Psm
8. Jasmine
9. Josephine
10. Ruijing

Who's #2 having relationship with: HAHA, good question oh. ask yourself, lol :D
Is #9 a female/male: Bu nan bu nu! [[: female lah!(:
If #1 & #10 be together, will it be a good thing: interesting, lol. they don't know each other.
How about #3 and #4: they're sisters!
#2 studying about: same same! [[:
When was the last time you chatted with#3: woah. YESTERDAY(:
What kind of music does # 8 like: Chinese Songs [[:
Does #6 has any siblings?: I don't know lea, never ask him before.
Will u woo # 3?: No. haha, she have somebody in mind?!
How about #7?: No way! always scold me fei. /:
Is #4 single: Yes.
Surname of #5: CHANG.
What's the hobby of #5: play lor, with me! lol.
#3 studying at: Yishun Town Sec.
Have you tried developing feelings for #8?: what kind of feelings? AHA :D
Where does #9 live: Yishun!
What colour does #4 like: purple? she likes her purple crumpler, does that count? (:
Are #1 and #3 best friends?: Guess not. *Laughs*
Does #7 like #2?: Hmm.. bu zhi dao oh!
How do you know #2: forgotten alr :P paiseh.
Does #5 have a pet?: No, she herself is a tortoise. hees :D

Thursday, September 6, 2007 8:03 AM

MISS TAN AND MISS TAN!

o1o2 :D

Zoe and Me! (:

Peimei and Me! (:

Emalia and me! :D

Me and yijun!

Loves!

HIDDEN-COCONUT :B

THE WAVE! (:

Went to PasirRis Park to meet up with dance girls and 2 adorable teachers, namely Miss Tan and Miss Zhang! oh and not forgetting zhang lao shi's child! (: