Burning bridges Baby,

Friday, August 31, 2007 5:18 PM

okay i shall make this quick.

it's five-o-one and mom will be home anytime._. i'm so mad at her from ystd night till now /: though she apologised this morning, but still, i have tht slight hatred in me. ): God. i should forgive and forget. Was chatting w' buddy on msn, and she off-ed th switch and thn lecture sarcastically. Was so hopping mad, but i didn't retaliate. Hoping that she'll stop, but she didn't. i'm afraid i'll shout or curse at her, so i proceeded to my maid's room, inhaling and exhaling fast /: pig. moron. idiot. everything came out, but i merely whispered. Dad came home, surprised that i wasn't anywhere in sight, he knew something was wrong. i can't stand it and blah everything out. and god sake, he side my mom. i didn't use th com for a week alr alright! i was studying whole week day and night. Tmrw's tchers' day! there's no lessons. what's more, i dont need her to use despicable ways to stop me from using by pulling off th usb cable. i know my limit okay, don't do that to me.

okay, AHH :D

i feel so much better now, [[: Teacher's day was great! i mean th performances. Yup, especially 4e3's performance. i love the lights-out thing [[: that guy was cute. Haha. But i didnt get to see th entire concert, had council duties. I missed my sec4 seniors' dance! ): thought i've watched many times during rehearsals alr, i'm still sad. Their dance was titled ' the last dance', it reminds me that they're leaving this very year. Hmm, had council photo shoot and went home w twin, jonny, ghee. i almost lost my phone, fortunately twin saw it outside np room. thanks! met up with sys brother :D he's so cute now that he has grown up. My brother who is eight days younger! aha. [[: Didn't want to return t pri schoool, and sis told me many returned! ): kinda regretted. nevermind! there'll always be a next time. it's five-one-EIGHT :D now, byebye [[:

5:00 PM

THE BITS AND PIECES-

Thursday, August 30, 2007 6:54 AM

Hello! i'm sorry for letting my blog rot for one-day-to-a-week. (:

i love The Click Five's Jenny! hah. yes, huizhuang it's really nice :D
i wanna blog more! but my mom's screaming her heads off. Mom, shoooooo. I just repaired th internet, somebody went to pluck off one of the Usb cable. I believe it's her wonderful creation/: and i can feeel her gaze looking at me now. rantings, lectures. Hate her demands, sickening.

Friday, August 24, 2007 7:40 AM

Hello people of the world,

I'm here to say that i'm not happy and th truth is i'm super upset. ):

And i cried for countless times today, i'm so effing troubled. ):

Thanks, but you guys dont understand what i'm going through ):

I want my parents to understand, but they just don't ):

i hate life, with all i could. i wanna leave ):

for goodness sake, i failed 2 most important subject and my classmates saw me cry as if someone just died in class. ): Yes, and i dont get why i'm such a crybaby these days. I sound vulnerable. well, maybe i should say i'm dependent on others. & That wasn't th worse, Miss-whoever was in a foul mood, and i guess she wont let us claim some pathetic marks. And so, 1mark was all. Miss-whatever addressed th class once more and it made me feel worse and though i really didnt put in any effing effort in th termtest. I did alright ): Now, just leave me alone. Thankfully, i've some people standing by me, watching me fall but making me stand once more. Not stable but i wanna try, hopefully the study group will do me good. I just hope my family will understand me. I'm not gaining sympathy here, in case some pplr get mistaken, i'm pouring my sorrows you couldn't see ]]: Failing isn't all, it's about kinship i'm trying to emphasis here. Right now, to me, parents are monsters.

Special thanks to yuting, yuding, erwin, ruijing.

and people who cared.

i'm a stayer and not a quitter,

i know it dont applys to my situation now. Hah, well LIFEN!

I'm a pure singaporean :D and i'm NOT letting some pigs to say we're dumb.

I can do this, hopefully [[:

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 6:16 PM

Sorry! i'll reply my tags now.

Lydia complain already, hahaa :D

Frederick : hahaha, you say he never _____ mah! Lol. no lah, haha, not because of this. xD don't want don't have reasons one. Haha.

Lifen : i like your board too! hahah and khairiah's emergency break dance :D

Ming Shan : Are you from xishan? haha. erm, thanks for tagging (: takecare.

Eileen : Girl, i love your helmet! It's So Cute (:

Lydia : Nice Movie w you all too! Haha, though we cannot sit tgt in a row, that guy keep say us until i dont dare laugh. Haha, sorry! accidentally hit de lah :P

Xinyi : haha, yeaps! it was a wonderful night, worth remembering, crazy mum and maids! [[: you girls rock my world ;D

Von : thanks for everything too((: haha, i love you more thn you do! :P See you!

Jieying : Hey! :P haha. So good tag wo ah? xD haha. loves!

Ruijing : haha, and now th whole world knows your name, you just mentioned 'n' and 'y', people, fill in th blanks! :D

Siyi : Haha, Shuaige! [[: Horny! Touch my ahem. Hahah, :D

Sandra : Hahah, Siyi of cos' man lah! [[: You girl lah. *laughs*

Shuhui : haha, take take! (: you're welcome girl! we had fun.

Catherine : what's despondent?! Haha. yes! take photos (:

Huimeng, Yishiuan, Shermaine, Josephine, Mehleen, Emalia, Huisze : Thanks So Much! :D

Diying : i received, yup, thanks darl[[:

Jasmine : Haha, Thanks [[: but everyone cut alr lea! hmm. they hor, tsk. Haha, won't cut v short lah! :P Loves!

Psm : Thanks! Hoho. i changed song alr! as usual Now you want use that song jiu use bah. :D I never read your mind lor! -.- Later somebody jealous. Hah, and yah i know you love sportslink and th sportsbra. x)

Charlene : Okay! (: Hope you're happy w your results!

Twino2 : haha, you now also never bring le lor): Nevermind. Haha, i love our bag!

Emalia : Haha, kelian ah you! try harder. (x

Yuting : you never see before mah, nvm duh lah [[：Haa, cool right? xD

Monday, August 20, 2007 7:29 PM

SECRET-

rate : wonderfully touching[[:

Haha, watched with twin, tigger, piglet, jieying and joyce.

i'll love to be th female actress, HAHA. Not because of Jay, but th romantic scenes! i'll do anything for that kinda boyfriend :D

i was about to cry lo! thn twin made me laugh and my tears went back.

881 : comical, touching, great! [[:

Saturday, August 18, 2007 3:11 PM

HELLO! and i'm back[[:

it's been a long week, with all th sick termtests going on.

Finally it's over, though sadly, i know i'll be failing my double weightage suckiest ever killer maths ): and science. i mugged for it! hopefully i'll pass! ):

#14o8,

i wanna thank Sys-Brother for being th first t wish me :D well, th earliest 13th!

& dad, mom for waking up early jut to shake my hands, HAH :D

& ManyThanks to everyone who smsed me too! : lydia, deb, zihui, emalia, brather, huisze, sandra, yishiuan, shiwei, von, dekang, sokchin, eunice, patrine, catherine, edna, carinn, charlene, shimei, junhao, xinyi, felicia, jorge, ahwei, jieying, renzhong, xiaohui, diying, jonathan, derrick, yanyi, phine, yvonne, guowei, shermaine, lydiaTXS, luke, jasmine, and some unknowns /: Thanks! I'm so blessed.

#16o8,

A day worth remembering :D

i'm wearing eileen's 'helmet' ! (:

ohmytian, who's armpit? xP

i think is her's? Haha, love! (:

Had fun with twin, spraying water at each other in ballcourt. Hah, it's been a longtime since we laughed till her stomach and my cheeks went sour. Lol [[: We had fun in th bus too! 859 was super packed but we laughed and played arnd w each other like nobody existed. Many sec5s shot us question-mark looks. Hahah, but i dont bother as long as we had fun.

How sweet is this? Look closely :D

Twin went t M'sia already,
Takecare my girl! i saw your sms, missed :D
Prettie, imissyou!
hope he/she will return your phone):
._. whoever it is, you dont know how much it meant to her.
It contains alot, more thn you cld earn.

3:00 PM

BOOGIE WOOGIE NIGHT :D

Shuaige and Meinu! Haha(:

Table number 7! [[:

Candle-light!

Yifei imitating Rihanna! :D

This is Lifen's board o.O

Rashidah, Shuhui, Litong.

love is a river, i wanna keep flowing.

Life is a road, i wanna keep going.

In th very end,

i wanna be standing in th beginning,

-with you [[:

Litong declare that she've changed her ambition! and nobody can change her mind!

i wanna be a DJ when i grow up, Haha. No kidding! Yes 933 DJ!

Crapped alot w' dad on th way home from violin today. *Laugh*

" i wanna marry i rich guy in future, dad. "

" you want marry jiu marry huh....."

{started talking bout inner beauty, personal experience._.}

{longwinded}15mins gone._.

" nevermind then, if not i wanna be 933DJ" :D

" DJ not good, be newsreporter. Be somebody okay...."

he said somebody like a lawyer or MP-.-

Will be watching 881 later! Yay[[:

sorry Baobei, can't go watch fireworks w' you.

Friday, August 10, 2007 3:34 AM

Stress ]]:

Stress.

o8o8o7-

National day celebration at Yishuntown secondary!

Hahah._. Actually, nothing to get excited about lah. Danced, had fun with dancemates. Then dancers had photo-taking :D Took photos with prettie at last, i love prettie and our book. [[: Had many pictures with twin too! i shall collect many of th photos and our memories, because i don't know when i'll leave this beautiful world. So, i'll keep those photos for remembrance. Haha, thn we went to somewhere with charlene and others. Really, Life is unpredictable. Meet Sandra, Lydia and Jieying on train :D We're going Bugis! [[: Twin and me were very tired, so we slept. Haha, thn we saw some weird people on th train /: They've alot of big earholes, big tattoos and big noseholes. Alot of holes x: Walked th wrong way to Bugis Junction._. Blur twins! Saw kuanyi's temple, Hahah. Made our way to Bugis Street, bought twin-bag! We had a hard time choosing-.- But at last, we made a decision. They say we're not v girl nor very boy 0.o I dont understand. Haha, they said th Zinc white bag's nice. But twin and i think we look weird with that bag. HAHA, SO CHOOSY! >.< Bought myuk pouch and pencil case :D Yaye! 5 of us have the same pouch design. I love my new pencil case, haha. Though sandra say will get dirty easily cos it's white): I'll try to keep it from getting dirty. I still love it xP Hope it'll bring me luck for this Monday's history termtest. Camera spoiled ]]: Mom scolded, Dad scolded. What's th worse?

o9o8o7-

nine-eight-seven. Nice number! [[: But bad day.

Brather and Tigger smsed me to console me, :D thanks. Dad scolded again, Sigh. Sometimes i really dislike him, though he appears nice and friendly to th others, He made me cry th most since young. And now he refuse to talk t me. Haha, well, I got used to this. Yup, i had to stay at home): when everyone was out with friends. Dajie, baobei and liangqin went to watch fireworks, couldn't join them ]]]: Sorry Piglet, can't go out with you all thn also caused twin to dont want to go bcos' i didnt go. Twin indeeed :D Thankfully, i had someone to sms thruout th day [[: Thanks! Haha. You're nice enough to sms me whn you were at vivo watching SAF (:

I'm not blogging till termtest ends.

Till then, i shall start on th Deathly hallows! as soon as possible [[:

i've no birthday moood, & i dont intend to celebrate this tues/:

Wednesday, August 8, 2007 2:27 AM