Burning bridges Baby,

Tuesday, July 31, 2007 8:09 AM

okay, it wasnt a nice day. The photo up there's just to lighten up my mood. Haha (:

And, i dont wanna emphasise th details, waste of time getting angry at oh-somebody. It's alright, i can bear with this. Hohoh. I love yes933!

Monday, July 30, 2007 8:00 AM

Happy birthday! 生日快乐 SANDRA LAOHU! [[:
you're old alr, Hah. May all your wishes come true! Jiayou for nationals this thurs! Woohoos. Don't forget you're fourteeeeeen alr! *laughs*

I don't understand a single bit of science. what density shit, and all. why must we learn stupid things, sick-ken-ning. Still, i've to admit i'm dumb lah alright. x: and apparently miss lim knows i suck in science now and always ask me t answer questions. damnit, i dont know how t answer! thn pstpst here and there to ask people. ]]: brather says he'll teach me science, hopefully it helps. (:

i've removed my braces! relunctantly. I wanted to have red and white for national day lo! ]]: then Dr Ang say v dirty, cannot tahan. Then he remove. x: Pain lea! i clutch onto twin's finger so tightly. Sorry twin! Hah. Stupid, like laser inside my mouth. ): okay, and i look weird now. My mum loves my teeth, ( though got stubborn stains, they still look white from far, oh maybe i'm so tanned that.. yah. ) Haha. well, i feel so weird too! like i've no teeth or something. >< Now, now i've no more braces with twin. Dont think it'll affect us, our twinship. Braces nia! [[: Hah. Thanks tigger and twin for accompanying me to appointment, they saw how stupid i look-.-

Derrick told me some gross things just now, how people ill treat animals. I swear i'll not eat sharkfin again! and i want to nab those psychos in future! wow. if possible, i will! only if i can avoid blood and all. I hate th sight of bloooood ]]: i've violin exam tmrw! yes. miss lessons! I know i'm failing, but i wanna avoid maths mensuration test, i've no confidence. ): Trained audition-dance with the girls at pavillion, at night! haha. saw jessie and yvonne! (: Very itchy, and yeah. alot of bats! andand. very hot. Sec2s, <3!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECKYSOH DAJIE! [[:

it's 33more mins to your birthday-

Saturday, July 28, 2007 10:11 PM

Today, supposed to wake up at 63o ]]:
But my alarm clock spoiled, asked maid to wake me up but she didn't. Dad woke me up instead, haha. I'm not light sleeper, and i hate being wake up early in th morning. Fortunately, i didn't make a fuss in th morning, otherwise i'ld be grumpy for th entire day. Sorry twin! kept you waiting, but we still had our Mac. Hah, though we stuffed them in our poor stomach ):

I miss prettie! and I've written everything (:
Today's rehearsals wasn't very okay. We didn't try out th formation in th parade square and th wet weather programme. It was very last minute. Th teachers looked unhappy. Rehearsals wasn't as fun as last year ): Everything's not th same. I prefer last year's pds, last year's parade. Sigh, nevermind! it's still national day, supposed to be a joyous and all. CD will dance well! [[: like every year, we always do. Twin and i played with grass during free time, rather stupid. Hah, but our juniors followed us in naming th grass all sorts of veges. Heh, was so high! kept singing and playing with usual dance-cliques. Juniors also high, haha.

Lunched with dance girls[[:
&! Hope we can make it through th audition. Twins xD spent alot of 'heartblood' on it, hope our hard work pays off! And hopefully, my studies can do well too. I dont want to fail anymore, i've never failed in primary sch /:

Went to look for something with twin at ChongPang.
We had stomach ache at th same time. Hah, was rly hilarious. And 10cents per bit of toiletpaper -.- went to twin's house and tried our very best to complete th dance. Ah, and we danced for th entire 2hours )x Came back around 8plus. Need to touch up tmrw, we can do this!

With or without your presence were the same,

The sight of you or the thought of you,

There's no respite from aching,

My heart is heavy and tired,

I hear the voices within me,

Telling me that the suffering should come to an end,

That I should break the chains of melancholy.

Since you came into my life,

I knew not of joyful days,

I knew not that love felt like this,

With just one glance and you changed the whole of me,

Yet didn't you realize you've turned me into a child,

Who would just break down and cry, and so I questioned,

How many heartstrings must you sever?

ps : I HATE MOSQUITOES.

they bite! and leave marks all over my leg.

9:30 PM

HARRY POTTER WITH TWIN, PIGLET AND JIEYING! (:

:D all smiles, i love you girls!

Jieying! what are you trying to do! [[:

EUNICE SISTER, HUIZHUANG AND ME!

JUN ZE WANTS TO BE MRS EU :D

DEAR MARIA, (:

THE FINALS-

TWIN AND THAT FEI DE! HAHA :D

BEE MOVIE! LOL.

ULTIMATE TWINS! [[:

Inside this chocolate! wooohoos. (:

ONE MORE TIME! (:

Thursday, July 26, 2007 11:07 PM

so now what? ]]:

Went to watch NZ finals yesterday. But they lost. Nevermind, Jiayou! NATIONALS! :D
Their number 7 very what lor, anyhow bang people, very idiot lor. Me and twin keep OI! her. We cheer very loud okay! cos' siyi say chinese dance shout cannot hear, so when nobody shouting thn we shout, haha. Think can be heared bah [[: I know i should have sit with th councils, but what about my twin?): The book, our better form of communication. i guess, you really do understand how i feel, & i know i can turn to you when i've problems. I hope i can be of some help t your problems too, loves!

Harry asked Dumbledore, "Did i died? Is this real, or it just appears in my mind?"
Dumbledore said : " It is of course happening in your mind yet why is it not real?"
I said : "and i so i realise, 不算完美的人生，原来也可以很美很美。"

i know you're uncertain of yourself too, i dont want what she said to be true, i know you never take me for granted, right? I guessed we never really moved on. you told me once, be brave. And i've been telling myself, it's gonna turn alright. [[:

thanks friends! i'll cheerup.

replies to tags-
emalia! : yeah, glad tht you understand. Be strong girl! she'll be back. Dance well!
dolce! : will do! takecare tooooo (:
jasmine! : must take care! think your neck okay le bah? thanks too! i'm fine.
lydia! : haha, th bu neng shuo de mi mi? i want watch! later very touching thn never laugh become cry. hahaa, no lah. [[:
becky! : I KNOW YOU DO! i miss you )':
amanda! : haha. next time see me say hello? thn i know. hee, tkcare girl =D
huisze! : Haha. it wasn't a test i guess, more of like reflection. (:
psm! : eh! wanted put your song one. haha, but you use le, th song nice hor? i want watch th movie! everyone hate them ah? serious? x: aiyouh. oh, your expression really very ____bean. haha. since when singaporeans stupid! ._.
josephine! : will do! loves :D
carinn! : I LOVE YOU MUMMY! :D
lifen! : HELLO LIFEN! haha. we talking bout SOMEBODY, hmm. hey! who sits beside psm? haa. xD hints*
guru! : NOT EMO! ]: just moody. hah.
yuting! : thanks! :D
von! : OUR BOOK(:
lydiaTXS! : I LOVE YOU ERJIE! (:
huici! : i think i'll turn up t support you girls this sat! :D hah. i do love you! and huizhuang!
chonmun! : Ok! [[:
jorge! : xiexieni baobei! [:

Labels: i know you do. (:

Sunday, July 22, 2007 7:49 PM

mood of the day : i was happy, and then sad.

so complicted! ):

i don't want things to change,

are new friends better thn old ones? ):

Yesterday ]][.
Went for a concert at Tzuchi with family :D it was nice! but the aircon was super cold. Dad purposely chose th front row seats and thus i cant sms. But it's alright, at least i know i must pay attention to th concert. i've alot of things to put up on blog! but my camera's having some trouble with uploading, so i'll update them here some other day. Laohu takecare of your wrist!

Today ]][.
Went to tzushao lesson! :D and finally met up with eunice, huizhuang, huici and girls. Aft tht i need to go for violin, Oh. and i found a new friend, in fact two :D Yup, tht's all. thn i came home, started t think of nonsense things, and made myself sad. I hope everything stays fine. I'm about to cry.

Friday, July 20, 2007 11:20 PM

today is 2oo72oo7.
sad to say, it wasn't a nice day. it was perfectly boring.
i'm getting moodless as days pass by, tell me what's happening ): Moreover, i've been failing my tests. Test with a 's' behind means many tests, including science and maths. i've an upcoming history one. Wish me luck.

Mr Wo left today ]]:

Mr Tan left today ]]:

They left without saying goodbye! ):
o2 and i went to look for them outside Pe staff room when dance ended. But no one was around, called mr wo up. He said he might not be back next year as MOE will appoint him to a school lacking of teachers once he's officially a teacher. oh what crap, do come back sooon! will miss you, and definitely mr tan as well. haha, i love th trainee teachers this year :D i mean, only a handful.

Mr Sim and Miss Kimberly Peh will be leaving sooon ]]:
Mr Sim's nice! He plays basketball with us, he gives us hello panda. He talks to us, but he's leaving this weds. Wish you luck! when you come back aft 3years. Miss Peh cried today, our farewell party didnt commence. hope it'll turn out well. sigh, everything's in a mess. who'll be th one clearing things up? well you should know this well, i'm feeling terrible too.

thanks Prettie, :D

Sunday, July 15, 2007 11:03 AM

Rules of the game:

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1. I love all veges! But i terribly hate lady's finger.
2. I love bandito pocket! But i hate KFC for killing friendly chicken.
3. I do read romance comics and chinese love novels.
4. The more i want to stop myself from blogging, th more i blog.
5. I love reading! But i never borrow books on my own.
6. I love english songs! But i never look up th lyrics before singing.
7. I laugh very loud, if i don't cover my mouth.
8. I alaways fall asleep while doing homework at home.
9. Most of the time, I look ugly in photos.
10. I only study hard when i experience setbacks.

Tagged: *Random Picks* Lydia TXS, Charlene, Diying, Yahui.

10:46 AM

14o7o7 {So yesterday}

one month to my birthday! yaye. (:

Went for violin, teacher lock me inside one room, cos' need to tune th violin for every 15mins. x: Because he change th strings for me, Hahah. Sounds so nice right? Need money okay. 50+ bucks. x: Just because of one stupid exam, paid dont know how much alrdy. My dad's broke, really dont want to take any money from him. So i guess, i'll be paying this myself. Will be sharing money with my sister to get a bag! hah. yesyes, cos she always borrows bag from me. Finished a new book : Lily on the brink of love. Hahah, this book is really hilarious. And i really love th way th characters express themselves. I learnt alot of vocabs, yes! shall i share some words here?! :D pernickety, termagant, perspicacious, disparaging, supercilious, excoriating, contumelious. Hah. Most of those words have negative meaning, but this book's cool. I know i'm not really into angmoh, hah. But i've got to improve my composition somehow. Here's a good start! (:

Went shopping at AMK hub after reading the book.
My sisters' having abacus test today! Jiayou oh, Can pass der! Recalling th past, we sisters always shed tears while practising our abacus before th examination. Because we kept failing and th passing mark is 7/10! But we never give up! i remember crying to th examination room that year, when i'm doing grade.. 6? hah. Well, don't be mistaken. For Abacus, th lower th grade number, th higher level you are. Tears, motivates. Went back to primary school to bring sister home from this year's NE show. Memories, Primary 5! What a wonderful year. If i'm not wrong, i fought with a girl that year too. Hah, don't be shocked. It was a nasty experience yet worth remembering. I remember when i'm p3, we performed in indoor stadium. I miss those days! And NE show! hah. Everyone was so high! And th bus ride home was fun too. Some things are worth remembering. In fact, i miss everyone. 6D, i remember painting th science lab with Piya, Kewalee, and some malay girls. Oh Shireen! i miss her, and i remember painting our classroom into a underwater world too. Mdm Lim :D Our wonderful Form Teacher, I wonder how's everyone doing now..

Girl, viewed your blog. And i'm glad you let it out! You can do it alright. Overcome your fear inside you, th thing is you lost your confidence. Practice more, i know you'll be able to do it. Remember your passion lastyear, and th joy of attaining championship. TEAM! :D

I was supposed to practice, x:

This is so cruel! :[ look carefully, they're only a few days old. ]:

Friday, July 13, 2007 7:11 AM

TOILETPARTNER! (:

Jonny, i know you've a big rifle on your collar. x:

this is zibi lor?! Lol.

Pikachuuu (o:

until th light fell on me, and told me it's time.

and my grandma will be staying next door soon! :D

My neighbour's moving away, maybe back to HongKong. Dad bought their lovely cosy house for grandma and cousin to stay. Unfortunately, that aunt will be coming too. She bullys my grandma! ): but once she moves HERE, i'll not let that happen x: i'll make sure i chase her with my weapons or bamboo stick if she dares to shout at my grandma. Can't really communicate well with grandma, so this will be a good opportunity for me learn teochew lang! :D Ahah. Yes! and i wanna move there too x: I want a room of my own! for me to do whatever i want to! i want i want ;D If there's quarrels, i'll move next door! goodygood. Ahma come here soooon!

Today, Friday thirteenth of July was said to be a bad friday :I

And sigh, i failed my science test. Single digit! I don't want Mom to sign that. Shameful! X: Jonny went for rifle competition but at th very least, he failed but got higher marks thn me! I'm slackening, i've slackened. Need to work doubly hard for end of year, to achieve what i want. I don't want 3/5! x: I dont want. Secondary school science sucked, from th very science lesson last year, i showed no interest to what i'm learning. I want back primary school science! ): Nobody's helping me to cope science. Who's available for free science tution!? *laughs* i hate schooool. Don't want blog about today): Not fun, only th performance still alright. Laughed alot with charlene. =D Today, Bad friday. Indeed true, ): Nevermind, i know tmrw will be a better day! :B Let's twist lick dunk! Like we did last summer. hahah. Say no to emo!

Basketball 'c' girls! Jiayou okay! Hee. Sandra, Lydia, Joyce, Jieying, Siyi, Shermaine, Peiyi, Yahui (: The rest i don't know them. x: But still Jiayou! Loves. Just now locked myself in th room, hah. Yes, 搞自闭, whatever you call that. Oh by th way, i'm available for smsing now! :o) 500! Hoho. Hope we'll get in th audition for teachers' day. Jiayou luh sec2s dancers! i hope tht every level can perform on tht day, hah. dance showcase?! We can do it! And national day's arriving too. What a fast year! x: term tests coming tooo. Hais. Miss Tham taught us one complicating sec3 A maths chapter today. Alot of funny signs, tried very hard to understand. sets, proper subsets, blahblah. I've violin tmrw agn, Dad's scolding sister.

Nights.

Thursday, July 12, 2007 8:09 AM

I reconcilled with my dad, but yet i dont feel at all happy.
Thanks close ones, for persuading me to say sorry to dad on his birthday, which is today. Yes, it wasn't hard. At all. but it didn't really came from th bottom of my heart. I said sorry, for th sake of sorry, what's th point? Tell me. I'm moody now, listening to prettie's blog song. It just sound so sad yet touching. But it doesn't apply to me. i don't seem to appreciate things my parents give me. In fact, i'm numb already. Don't shower me with too much love, i can't take it. And don't expect me to give th same love in return, cos as you two said, i've no feelings? So i do. and i want to runaway): Too many problems, kept inside, driving me CRAZY.

Bigbrother told me to look at my future, and i told him, future? You wont know when you die, future to me is not a thing to predict. And, if i ever have a future, and end up jobless, thn i'll be a teacher(: Hahaha. Not kindergarden :D

i can't seem to love again, that may be a good sign, but what if i die away one day.
how many, actually feel sad.

6:25 AM

TELL ME WHY, why do you have to separate us every now and then.

TELL ME WHY, why do you have say those things to hurt us every now and then.

TELL ME WHY, why do you have to break our bonds so tough and strong! ):

Is jealousy is th word? why do you have to do this. it's not easy for me to accept what you've done. and it really hurts, when i know you were th one doing this all along. Sad to say, we won't let you get what you want. not just you. Everyone. How will you all feel if you were forced to leave your close one? just because they say as a leader, you should this you should that. Being a leader, is not neccessary to be a loner! Maybe you should just put yourself in our shoes, and feel.

And i do get very upset easily now. Life is so sickening, when do i end this? ):

!TWIN(:

i saw your post, and yes! till sec4. If possible we go same class tgt! Don't have 3/6 nevermind :D maybe our standard not up to that level lo. But we must stand by each other! and don't let other people affect our twinship. okay? okay! (: And, loves! Harrypotter sooon ok!

Wednesday, July 11, 2007 7:43 AM

I don't understand this, why? Why would people wish to get noticed so much that they'll try all means to get there. I don't get why they must do this. So what if you' get all th friends you want? and got popular and join them? You'll in th end lose some. Because you cant stick to all of them and, reminder is new friends dont neccessary replace old ones. I just get so sick seeing all this. If you just follow th trend, th outcome of it will be that your friends will leave you someday, unknowingly. I don't entertain fake people. ):

and, you'll never know what happens tmrw.

i know we look all sweaty and yuck. But that doesn't stop us from zilian-ing!

hey you! what's your finger doing there?! x:

and i remember our school days. ): You shy?! Don't fake lah girl :D Us and her stupid star, Lol. loves!

Our multi-colored weapons! (:

Tuesday, July 10, 2007 8:25 AM

Hah. I got the StepUp song from yeelian's phone! (th one Twin mentioned before, i think)
And i got super high for th whole wushu session tonight, yes. Song-effect! :D Tried to add in some steps in that song, hah. and was in my lala-land during wushu. Looked dumb but i don't care :D Coach was quite happy with my performance i guess, *smirks* cos i wasn't sian-sian.

Yaye, Mum was actually right. It really depends on yourself to choose which mood you want. Your brain can just switch! And, i do think i've a powerful brain here. Just that it don't work on maths, Maths is a headache. It kills cells! Oh and Pris, do get-well-soon alright. Darling was so afraid of me tonight, hah. She went a distance away cos' i was singing th super high pitch song. And of course, i couldn't get it right and.. Ah, it wasn't nice lo. Heh, but i'm so high tonight! yesyes. I'm so in love with th toybox songs too. Ahha, th best friend and E.T song, ohmymy.

MY DAD IS COMING HOME ANY MINUTE.
MOM WANTS ME TO GO TO BED NOW, SOS. ):
I'LL POST MY CRAZY PHOTOS WITH JOSEPHINE YEO TMRW! :D
and, darlingyeo! Hah. I love you lah! i wanna watch th hiphop thing w you. nights!

Monday, July 9, 2007 7:07 AM

Hah. And i'm not going to say Sorry Daddy, you know i'm not going to.
For he thinks i'm wrong he's right and never he's wrong i'm right. And for this very incident, it's his fault and not mine! Yes, maybe you guys out there will think, no daddy out there will ever scold their lil kid if he/she never commit any crime or mistake. Nonooo, my dad is a special case alright! and being his little daughter is even more tough thn any other little girl out there. I'm not comparing with child abuse or whatever nonsense you see on th news or newspaper, but. Yeah, i'm speaking th truth. I'm not-not-not so-not lying. Ask Sandra or Derrick if you don't believe. Hah, th rest sees my dad as th dad who never grows up. He jokes, he really does. But he jokes to outsiders, not us. I'm not bad mouthing my own daddy here. I don't wish to hate my dad. But he has to realize his mistake before he makes me realize mine. It's not going to be fair if i'm th one saying sorry all th time. I'm sorry, i just can't help it dadddddddy, i can't.

and trust me, i'm feeling worse thn ever.

Replies to all my tags! :D

>Dolce : Hey! i'm fine girl, just having some family matters with daddy, yet settled. But hopefully soon :D you're missed too.
>Jasmine : Hahha, i didn't know you have th photos Mah! Heh. anyway, welcome. :D
>Yuting : Hahaa, okay. I shall stop LOL-ing then :D yeahyeah?
>Von : Hello prettie! Hah. yes, i never forget our outing! promise.

>Josephine : Hey darling! hah. Missed you lah! can't wait to see you, and. Rock on too!
>Emalia : Hahah, cancan! Sure i will :D
>Psm : Hahha, Now my song sounds Old enough right?! :D and. Don't hit my stomach lah, will bounce back one. x: Hah, I am learning how to sit properly okaaay.
>Xinyi : Yati! Hah. No, you look pretty enough to be up on my blog lah, you're not an idiot alright! specially chosen by Me to be my very own maid leah. Oh please :D
>Huisze : I blogged about investiture already :D Hah, and oh. we went out to ball loh.
>Lydia : Hah. i had fun with you too! :D yaye! Piglet rocks :P
>Yihuan : HELLO! (:
>Deb : Yes! get-together-soon. Hah, terribly missed!
>Mehleen : [= Madeline! yes. and don't be late with that lil brother of mine agn lah, not worth it lo!(: Hahaha. And, study hard alright! pretty.
>Brather : Hah, it's not a dumb idiom, it makes sense alright! x:
>Varina : Haaha, How was your Live Earth Day? (:
>Weiqi : Hao senior! wo ye hen xiang ni! i miss eatsnaking w' you))):
>Catherine : Huh? No lah. Next year 2oo8 mah! :D
>Julia : Hello Julia! Hahah. You're so cute lah!
>Diying : Hey darl, hah. yeah, decades! and i do miss you too. Meet up soon.
>Yi Shiuan : Hello sweetie! ahah, love!

>Twin o2 : Hahah, wah. So long thn tag me once! :D hah. o2o1o8! <3

5:40 AM

If only you could see the tears

in the world you left behind

If only you could heal my heart

just one more time

Even when I close my eyes

There's an image of your face

And once again I come to realise

You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad

It's a keeping for the lonely

Since the day that you were gone

Why did you leave me

Soledad

In my heart you were the only

And your memory live on

Why did you leave me

Soledad

Walking down the streets

Of Nothingville

Where our love was young and free

Can't believe just what an empty place

It has come to be

I would give my life away

If it could only be the same

Cause I can't still the voice inside of me

That is calling out your name

(Chorus)

Time will never change the things you told me

After all we're meant to be

love will bring us back to you and me

If only you could see..

Saturday, July 7, 2007 7:37 AM

and it's O7O7O7! :D

Dearest Prettie messaged me and share with me this very special day.

Wasn't that sweet of her! :D Thanks! Love you so! hah. And i definitely enjoyed my day. Despite scolded in th very morning. I was pissssed. My dad sucked alright, bitch. Brather, i know what you're going to say. But if you know this, you'll say it's his fault. And i really need to talk t somebody before my relationship with dad turns sour. What a lovely zodiac for me and dad, Dog and Rooster respectively. You know, there's a chinese idiom that goes...

Seven! I shall wait till my favourite Eight(8) next year. Thn it'll be o8o8o8! :D & closer to me and twin's birthday. *smirks* Today is anti-global warming day as well! Hah. no lah, no such thing as anti-global warming. Th real thing should be live earth day! Yes! Seriously, i can't believe that th earth is dying any moment and i don't want this thing to happen! For everyone's sake, please support our earth! She has never failed us and now she's crying for help, that's a sad thing. So, if possible. Practice th 3r(s) and anything tht helps. Hah, i'm not being naggy here okay! But yeah. Every lil thing counts.

And i wore green today! To Violin -> Basketball -> Neoprint.

Told alot people to wear greeeen last night. But few replied. Sigh, nevermind. I know you people read that! I happen to see Becky today! Yes. And guess what? She wore green! Hah. Hmm, i was glad. Seriously, be it whether she read my sms last night or by coincident, i still appreciate that. Hah, conflict with dad in th morning, after dad i made my way home from Pasir Ris with that bulky violin. I'm sorry but sometimes, this violin is making my life abit upside down. Then reached home and BUM. I went to bed and forced myself to sleep. Didn't want to face my family members or homeworks. Sister woke me up, asked me to call Twin. I then realised she called me for 4times? Hah. and Lydia called me too, i don't know why i don't feel any vibration when my phone was just beside me on bed. x: Anyway, i'm not a light sleeper! Hah. so, well.. Had a quick lunch. curry beehoon and greenbean! Ahha, laughs* If you don't know why i'm laughing thn, nevermind. (:

Yup. Meet twin, went to Psm block's nearby court to play ball with Lydia and herself. Of couse with my twin too! I'm sorry lah. My bigbrother said i've been balling too much. Will take your advice and try not to play so much lo. (: Yep, and had fun with them. After which, we went to Yishun. Thn Psm left to Causeway while myself and Twin meet peimei and girls at Mac. Yes, and laughed alot. Took neoprint with them and gossiped with sharmaine bout some things haaha. Now i'm back at home infront of my computer. Sorry friends, cant reply your messages as my sms already yeah._. Message me on th 14th and i will definitely reply! hahah. Goodbye!

Once again, Happy o7o7o7! To others, it may just be another day, but to myself, it was significant. The once in a million years. and i really dont know why dad has to ruin my morning. i really do hate him for that.

The way I lost my heart to you That day.

But if destiny decided I should look the other way

Then the world would never know

The greatest story ever told

And did I tell you that I love you tonight?

Friday, July 6, 2007 11:58 PM

thanks yvonne! you were great. (:

Laalah :D They are Marching in!

i know you can't see us. But we were there! hah. Sit straight! see?! (:

Hah. and just look at my hair! yes. i was up on stage with this. say i look cool! ._.

(updated)

Before investiture-
Hmmm. Had a hard time looking for PE tee, hee. Thn Lydia have extra one in her locker, so twin got it for me. :D Talked to my bigbrother for awhile outside th NPCC room. Hee, i've a nice brother here, he say he'll teach me stunts one day! Yup, thn i got th PE and went t th court with Twin, saw Charlene's brother waving at us. Marcus. Hah, he wanted to play with us. yeah, cos' we have th BALL x: Hahah. The score was 11-10! tsk. Twins lost, but nevermind. He pro mah! hahaha. Thn we went to PE room t return th ball, and i saw Mr Wo! didn't talk to him for a long time, so talked to him lo! Hee. My favourite teacher? Hmm. Thn we stayed in his workplace to help him to register th sec4s' Napfa record. Haha, we saw everything! yesyes. (: Thn Mr Tan came in. x: Sigh, i think Mr Wo got scolded? Hmm. But he didn't say, thought so. Thn we went to eat before going to th dance studio. Dance dance dance, thn i had to go for investiture.

Investiture! (:

Sec4s and Sec5 councils stepped down. Shubaa officially took over! She's th new president. Yes, and i don't really know how to start this post. I'm super bored cos' i can't sms now, i miss smsing! and my hands go itchy. Brather just messaged me, and i can just loook._. my dad's a bitch. He ruined my very o7o7o7 morning. yes, and that sucked. Okay, back to investiture. New sec1s got their badges. Oh my dear Madeline, Guru and Iskandar look cute on stage! hah. And th rest of th sec1s, i dont really know them. New Hsc (Honourary Student Councils) got their badges too! and. Hah, i was standing on stage smiling for don't know how long, one i got th moment to get off stage, i was slapping my face. Like ouch! cramp! Hah. Anyway, things still worked out well for me and Shuhui. I kinda made my principal paiseh._. Shan't talk about it. Then yah. I saw everyone! Be it getting their certs or badges. Hee, and i saw Becky, Chonmun and some close seniors looking at me. Hah, my smile wasn't fake then. I was happy for them(: Seriously, i don't know whn i'll be able to see my Dajie again aft she graduates. But, i really hope to see her happy and living her life with laughters. That's my dajie, and my erjie lea? Hah. Lydia Leoh! i'm still able to see her for another year, before she leaves too. Well, i'm not going to think bout that! x= Thn yah. Hmm, i did my duty and got off th stage. Yvonne got every sec2 a small lovely looking letter, and i read mine th moment i received it. That was touching. And, went back to yishun with Yvonne. Tadah! :o) Last but not least, i miss debbie and TXS.

Wednesday, July 4, 2007 8:15 AM

& i came to know that,

I'll wait till you've found it, before i start to follow your steps.

Cos' perhaps, i just cant get over this. Somehow, difficult. Hahah, i don't need you to understand cos you won't and never do. There's no reason to this and guess what.

I don't know why i'm doing this too.

Sunday, July 1, 2007 11:27 PM

Patrine sent me th photos. (:

Some bits & pieces of our Dance Camp :D

Th passion for dance continues burning!

Go Dancers! <3

Buffet dinner! :D I'm behind Kaiqian.

Dear Miss Tan! ):

Left Side!

Right Side! (:

3:44 PM

A post for YuTing(:

I'm not angry whn i read your post, instead i'm glad tht you actually were thinking about this matter. I've some things to say as well. Will you hear my views?

It's not that i changed, it's just wht makes you think i changed. Seriously, sometimes one has to reflect on yourself rather thn pointing fingers, everything can be changed. Be it in a second or in a year. Yes, it can be one year of sistership. But it can just be changed within minutes. And why? There must be some misunderstandings between each other. And once you resolve it, you may think it's okay. But th fact is, it leaves scar. And if you do th same things to hurt th other party agn, th scar may not heal. If you let wht th others think about your close ones affect your relationship with tht close one, wht you did, you may not think you're wrong. But you've alrdy hurt your loved one deeeply. For instance, you'ld talk bad behind pplr and your vulgarities really affects me. You admit tht you did talk bad bout me and you dont know why. In fact, you knew why, dear one. You refuse to let yourself believe tht you know, reflect bah sister. Ask yourself why you can be close with Yuding. It's because she dont spend as much time as i do with you in class. Sometimes i wonder, this is nature. Once a person gets close with somebody, and know his or her flaws. That person may not be able to accept it. It can be very easy to actually be close with somebody you dont spend much time with. That's all i have to say girl! I'm leading my life well, you can too! :D And, during lessons, we can still talk. But if you want to ignore, then well, i've no idea what to do to improve our friendship alrdy (:

Dear friends out there! dont let th littlest things affect you& ur friends!

Let th unhappiness go. (:

Life isn't just about fun and laughter,

Think about some things tht you've never thought of, and understand how people feel.

I don't believe that whn one turns quiet, he/she's emotional.

Cos' tht person may be reflecting on some things which others have no rights to interfere.

其实我非常爱你，不想失去你。
难道我没有权利说我不愿意。
问世间情是何物，直教生死相许。

My BigBrother introduced me this video! :D simplyadorable.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U