Friday, May 18, 2007 7:37 AM
She went emo this morning.She shoved me away when i wanted to know what happened.She didn't came after when i went off, sad-Yes. She's the one. You're the one.I went Emo and yes. because of you.I cried my bloody eyes out. and yes. because of you.What more can i ask? I believed tht you said your true feelings.But the two different answers tht you gave me, made me really at a lost.I want the truth. Only the truth. Please.I remember me lying on your shoulder at the court.I remember us sitting at the bustop.I remember us taking stupid train-rides to Marina.I remember many things, how could you just give up?But Yes, i still trust you girl.Thanks brather, for being there for me, when tears came along.I know you're good. But i think i'm breaking down. This is not the right time.Is it my turn to attempt suicide sisters? ):I wanted to call TXS, But i didn't.I wanted to call Kuanyi, But i didn't.I wanted to call Debbie, but i didn't.I wanted to call Pretty, and i did.But i didn't speak. I cried. I'm sorry pretty, i didn't know what to say.And for making you worried. I'm alright now i guess. better[;I'm an Emofreak this few days. Better off dead.Where are my hopes. Where are my dreams.Where is my cinderella-storyscene.
