i'm feeeling so screwwwwwed up now. Like i'm going to curse any moment. I neeeed peace and everyone to g-awaaaay lah. and now i dont care if i get stalk or what lah, f. Those people like fucking nothing to do like that. Made my brather worried for me till he accompanied me home some more. But i dont like lah, very weird and it brought back th past. If they really stalk or what. I walk to nearby policestation can.
Think my hair's doing th tricks, ever since i cut my hair i've been inviting trouble. right? Right! Mom's right. Maybe my sisters dont have my intelligence. But at least they never once let her worry. Why's people saying my twin changed? and Why's mommy saying tht i've changed? Why do you people say we changed whn you all dont tell us what's going on. We even need to turn to some reflection or something. And headache's killing me. I still have wushu tmrw night right after dance. bloooooodyhell. and now don't know why principal suddenly go very hard on dancers regarding attire matter, cos of some bitch lah. Wonderful thing she did. Now kuanyi had to re-alter her skirt. Mine too late alrdy lah, another day thn lengthen lo. Alrdy so long still lengthen. Hais.
Mr Wo's back! But i dont think he regconise me with my doll hair lah. Stupid hair):
I'm getting back my badge tmrw morning. Like, AFTER-SO-LONG.
& for today, we had P. EEEEEEEE.
Mr Paul Low will be taking us alrdy lo. Like Mr Wo came back alrdy but think no chance to teach my class liaos ): Miss Tham's still maths. and now Mr Low PE, siand. Thn Ferd don't know went to pee or something leaving me alone with Mr Low and classmates.
Mr Low : " where's your PE REP?! "
Carinn : " pstpst. eh, he calling you lea. "
Myself : *hesitates* where th hell is ferd.
Mr Low : " Where is your PE REP?! "
Myself : " ah, Here Here."
Took height and weight. speaking of height and WEIGHT):
I've fatten-ed! :/ and only grew by 2 centimetre of height. What is this! No way! I dancer lea. Diet course for me already, i'm not hiding my weight. hah, if you reaaaaallly wanna know. i'll tell you one. Now i know everyone's weight& height! ahaa. cos' i take down one mah. Heh.
Jiaqiu super tall lah! 169cm. Nevermind, i never wanted to be that tall. for some reasons. Alvin and Joyce agaragaar going to same alrdy! heh. i'm not gg to say who's taller nah. (:
And i'm suuuuuuuuper unhappy with my weight. HOW!? How to dance with flabby fats huh. Ahem. Actually not that serious lah, but. this weight is not acceptable!
I should have went to pee like Junze did before take Height&weight. Carinn said he had one kg of urine inside his bladder ._. Like so. hahhhah. And i must cut down on chocolates alrdy. Ystd ate one whole box of toblerone infront of computer. And finished my brownies! hahaaha. Okay, Now no more already. Must control! i still have dance tmrw one. (:
and i think my mood's alright now,
can talk to me already. ahhah, smell my feeeet!
goodbyetoyou,
goodbyetoeverythingthatiknew.
it's not easy to get someone to replace you.
