Wednesday, May 14, 2008 6:49 PM
I really can't seem to stop the thoughts going in & out of my head. I've been searching for the light, the truth. But there isn't a right or wrong answer, no black and white. Just grey. Or maybe i didn't want the truth from th start, maybe it's just a grave mistake. I love my dreams. Yes Dreams. When Everything seemed so real the moment you close your eyes leaving the world behind/ How foolish, translating a dream into a memory. There are times i felt really empty and asked myself was this really what i want. Yes it is, No? Let's see. People admire you, they speak & ask about you. You felt good. You let it be. You thought it was the perfect choice. You had nothing. Self reproach. You didn't expect it. From th beginning, the colours the glitter. Gradually, losing it's sparkle. Now Grey, Ambiguous. Would you tell me i was wrong. Would you help me understand. No one can, no matter how many answers i gather, they seem to come with a big cross beside it. I know it has to come from within me. Until a brighter day. (:
