Dignity is a criminal-
I've chosen to lie, I'm sorry.
Micah, if only you were around that day. ):
Dad's back.
He held my hands when we crossed the road that day, just like the days when i was a kid. I realise now, that i've learnt how not to temper-collide with him. He just hit 50 this year. I must give in sometimes. Indah says she often sees him crying at night after quarrelling with me. I kind of feel guilty now because i rarely shed tears. Even if i do, it's also not because of the tiff but some other matters. I need to learn to be good, after all i'll be a mother myself. Hey, Don't get it wrong! in future i mean. (:
I turn to like kids a lot these days. (:
Had fun playing bubbles with Eugene that day. I know he can be nasty and annoying but he definitely has a good side of him. I wonder.. did i ever chuckle like he did when i was a kid? ;D I believe everyone has a true side of him/her, they're not exactly as bad as you thought of them. That's why i've decided to write letters to certain friends that i truly care for. I just hope some things will turn out well by the end of this 4yrs together. Whether or not this is going to turn out well, at least i don't need to put on a pretence anymore or rather i can finally untie the knot in my heart. But.. there's still someone. I know things are very complicated between us, i really don't wish for that to continue. /:
I've seen a chinese physician and taken medication.
Has my condition improved? I don't think so. Worse still, i've been experiencing sharp gastric pain more than once a day after every meal. The excruciating pain makes my body cold and sweat. x; It super sucks to have to eat congee every meal because it's the only dish that can make me skip that aching. If i've to spend the rest of my life not eating spice, cold, tea and sour, i'ld rather go back to the days where i can eat whatever i like. Unbelievable. At least at this age, I should hve th chance t be well and healthy. Please.
I've watched HSM3 with my Mum and sisters. (:
It's really very nice but it also upsets me that it's the end of the series. Their High School ended like that and mine will come soon. I can imagine myself saying goodbye to my friends. Ha, but Singapore's not that big anyway. We'll still bump into each other. Oh, except that perhaps there's one who might go overseas. Hey there, get good grades okay? So that you won't need to leave. I'm saying this cause' i know overseas food's not as great as local ones. Ha crap.
PS : Watch 'A Walk To Remember' in youtube!
28/10/2008
