THE KILLING FATIGUE.
Searching for my saving grace//
Just what am i afraid of?
It's like counting my days, i keep thinking i've no tomorrow.
23/03/09
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Just viewed Huisze's blog cause she mentioned that changed her blogskin but that's not the main point, the point is, i read something there and i think my heart just nodded.
"I've been losing a lot of things on my way to other things,
I've been saying " its either you take this or lose that"
I think I need support.
but I seem happy everyday, I think I am :D
but I really don't know when I really am. "
I lost many things too, in fact, in some point of time, i thought i've lost everything.
Today i had the urge to talk to shuhui, hoping that at least she can give me some advice before i start to self reproach again. As expected, her words bring me ease again. It's true that as time passes your preference change, sometimes it can't be helped, sometimes it's unintentional. I hate it each time i stand in the bustling canteen but all i could hear is my own thoughts. It's crazy you know, it's like you're confined to your own world. Well hmm, sometimes talking to yourself makes sense. Here it is, i recalled this. A past is indispensable, it's not wrong to reminisce it but it's right to let it go at the right time and focus on something worthwhile. The next word i'm holding onto as a motto for myself is "Forget".
Be a kind soul, please Help Me Out.
Ps : Huisze, i look forward to Yunnan now. (:
