Freaking LG phone, can't you make my life easier?! ):

I'm feeling so hopeful now. We had rehearsals at UCC today and thre was approx 5 instructors who came to watch us and give us comments. (Not forgetting many of our Ex-seniors too!) And the best and only console i got was when they said we are near to attaining the Honours! Man, it was incredibly touching. I almost cried when Liang Lao Shi said that he knew where each and everyone of us was positioned and that we make him proud. I'll really miss Liang Lao shi. (: Oh, and and Miss Tan Lay Moi came back too! One thing she said that really boosted my morale was "For the sec4s and 5s, this could be your first major competition and also your last dance. Gold with honours is just an aim, but what really mattered is, you dance because you have a passion for it and you want to show it. "

I don't know if this will be my last dance. But currently, i guess the odds are against me. Unless my grades shoot up and i can convince my mom to allow me to take part in Teachers' Day Audition without letting her worry, i don't think it'll be possible for us to stand on that beautiful stage again. Though i REALLY, REALLY want to! I told a friend that day, that i almost had a tiff with my mom over this matter. It's silly i know, and i know my mother's simply trying t guide me the right way, but the urge to perform again is overwhelming. It makes me feel very down and somewhat depressed when it dawned on me that dancing days are over. At times, i think dance brings me freedom that every adolescent desires. Even if i'm stuck at home sister-sitting and can never feel more bored than ever, i know there's something i can do to trace back the freedom. Turn on the music and dance like nobody's business. (: Looking back, it's been so fast. And one thing that i'm certain about is that Dance will always be a part of me. Just a simple comparison with who i am in primary school and who i am Now, you'll see the conspicuous contrast. I'm so much wild in primary school. Lol, I ONCE FIGHT. Dance and Music shaped me into the one you see now, and through all these years of dancing, even though to be frank i still need more time than the others to grasp some of the moves, i'm still glad that i've joined Dance. No more stage frights, more courage to pursue, and more willing to reveal. Ahem, reveal the Talent. ;D

So my dearest juniors, what i want to say is, believe me. Believe that you can make wonders. The passion is the first thing you need to get everything right. Find it, and live your life to the fullest as a dancer who's proud to be one. I'll really miss all of you after the last moment we share on stage! D':

The Last Lap.