Tuesday, May 19, 2009 4:20 PM
Exasperation.It's 730. I should be rushing to school. But i need to speak my mind and give my piece. !!Yknow what, I dread it whenever i'm trying to sleep and my sisters barge in like that, totally shaking me up. It's been happening fr umpteen times. Don't you guys know the importance of personal space!!!!!!! It's already enough that i don't get my own room, my own study desk. And now, even problems w having a good night sleep pops up. What's more to come? I seriously don't know how in the world can my family members talk so loudly, is it necessary to shout even at your own house? Ah. I've not been able to use com these few days due to excess workload. /: It's really alot for someone not going for Mother Tongue 'Os. I know my chinese may not be excellent, but this is totally suffocating us. What's with all the mock exams and paper1s fr us everyday? Shouldn't we be the ones focusing on others first?Been having some generation gap with my mom too. Sometimes i find, maybe we really don't get the point both of us' trying to bring across. I said it, i said it way before you get those papers. That i would only accept them if they're like 4-5 papers per subject. What's with the 10+schools and the stacks? What's with all the threatening that you'ld give them all away? Huh. It's not going to work like that. I'll just shun away from them more. Since young, i realise, the more you guys want me to so something, the more i'm reluctant to do so. The way of approach is totally putting you off. I know it comes from good intention, i know it every tc class, i know that i've to..... be a good daughter. I know those. But you don't know me, the sixteen-to-be me.It's kinda overboard when you came to me that morning after seeing me watching the videos that i've taken down from youtube. Your reaction, your disapproval, your telling me i'm wasting my time. Hello, that's my phone? And if the videos bring me entertainment and is able to hype me up, i don't see what's wrong with it. You're just stating the way you don't like things. And i rmbr Don's mother watching Hotshot w her sons. This is something we'll never see it coming. Never. The whole education system is bringing the parents-children relationship down, don't you see it?
