Many times this month,
i came to this page and struggled desperately to piece my feelings together into words.
In the end, i'll still reach for the red cross at the inconspicuous side and click it absently.
IT JUST WON'T WORK.I've been working fr few weeks and undeniably, i think i'm starting to enjoy it.
Slowly, i realise it isn't just about calling or talking, it's about how you handle the situation and convince the customers. This is a lifelong skill i guess, and i'm rly drilling on it. (:
It wasn't a great Christmas this year, even though i've went out on both eve and christmas itself. To cry on Christmas, does it mean anything? Like a bad year ahead or smth? Idk. That very day, my sister and i were supposed to go swimming together in the morn. It turned out not workable fr her because we woke up late and the sun was scorching hot. She don't want to hve my freckles. So, i went on my own. Sulky, yes abit. Before that, i almost had a row w my mum because she was rly overboard w her words when we hit the topic on going out. I was determined to swim and aft i left, i walked rly fast. I swam for laps, got my tan, hanged arnd in safra and ate maggie mee before going back. Indeed, i reached home and didn't quite like it.
Alvin messaged to go out w rj, jz, ding &ruohan.
I wanted to go and i've alrd changed, then my family wanted to go out tgt. The feeling isn't quite right bcos it seems to me tht they're trying t appease me and yknow, OKAY LOR LET'S GIVE IN. Wah, it's hell lot of grief inside me. I started crying and called becky. (not able t reach lydia.)
Got ziyuan to replace me tht day in th end and nvmd, i got my compensation with
alvin and the chipmunks. :D
i want watch avatar ley.
i also want buy more dresses.
i.... my dad looking at me now.
Bye.
