Burning bridges Baby,

Saturday, January 2, 2010 7:14 AM

It's 2010! already. Let's look back those bits and shards of '09.

So, it's something like this.

All the good times like the above pictures made 2009 really amazing and a really important memory to me. Happy and sad, ups and downs. It's like the rollercoaster ride, i've been up there, satisfying my needs w the excitement of life and also overcame what seemed like the most impossible challenges. Tears and the swallowing of unspoken grievance that came with misunderstandings, it was inevitable yet the most painful thing it cld ever be. The losing and gaining of friendships, the vague lines that stood briefly unseen between terms like friends and more-than-friends or even enemies. Experiences like those taught me valuable lessons which will most definitely affect me in everything i do in future. (Even though i have no idea yet, what exactly.) And it's true, what Robert Frost said is true, Life goes on. It'll go on as you age, as you reach 100, even afterlife.

2009 was a year of conflicts. Conflicts that was within me and conflicts with people around me. I won't avoid this topic and i don't suppose it's something shameful. At least, i'm glad that i had it all sort out with myself. People that you find it hard t get along with, for me, i'll choose to let go. The earlier the better. It might work easier to not talk instd of letting hard feelings contain each other. As girls, we all know better what we are capable of doing if we keep grudges. Like myself and one of my dance senior, i wasn't sure then what had happened, but it grew to become a silent war. Fortuately, it was all over now and i am certain i wld regret if it wasn't an ending like this. I'm glad it all turned out alright. Some ended up this way, some the other. But as long as you know it's a right decision you make, you shldn't be looking back. Not Anymore.

My dad used to tell me, friends come and go & only friends with longlasting affinity stay.

I really really really treasure affinitys like the one with my dearests TXS. One thing i'm certain of is that they'll never turn their backs on me and shower me love whenever i most needed them.

Also friends like Kuanyi. Our story is one that perhaps many wldn't believe, it's incredible how we maintain our status in conditions like thunderstorms and with this, i treasure our affinity more.

Not to forget, Peiyi Charlene Xinyi. Well, friends in need are friends indeed. I'll never forget how they picked me up at the darkest point of my life. Although it was a year of downturns fr us all, i'm sure now we had closer bonds.

Debbie, it's been 4years now since we knew each other, a very different way of becoming friends and a very special friendship. I wldn't know what i'ld do without you!

Von, i know that every year i'll say that i'm rly lucky t hve you to count on but i truly mean it each time i say it because you're one. I rly wish the best for you, a 2010 that can let you step out of 09.

Yeelian Jieying Edna & specific juniors, dance wldn't hve been half as fun without y'girls. (:

And my primary school mates! It's amazing how many years we stayed as friends now, i rly believe that it'll go a long way. Maybe, 2050? Haha.

ALRIGHT, HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!

I'm going for a dip. :*)